Bye 2010.Hi 2011♥

Is 31st December today! Last day of 2010. Blahh.It ended in just a blink of an eye and 2011 is coming!
Well as usual I have my 10 New Year wishes this year! Last year was only 5 but I need to increase! I'm greedy=)

2011 New Year Wishes List
1) Achieve a Satisfied Result!♥
2) My intern can go smoothly and hopefully can work together with my colleague with no arguments!♥
3) Make myself prettier!♥
4) Diet =.=
5) Stay healthy-My grandmas, Parents,Friends,my dear and myself!♥
6) Less emo!♥
7) Good Luck for my beloved sister who is going to America soon ALONE.Hope she will be fine there and not bullied by Negros.LOL We will be missing you so much!♥
8) Friendship forever♥
9) Do a lot things that I wanted to do .eg Buy a Camera=) ♥
10) Me and my dear can be a long long couple and always happy♥(Failed)

After all,you will think that I'm really greedy isn't? LOL

I'm looking forward for tonight's barbeque=) We gonna rock the last night of 2010! Bye to you and Hi 2011! Happy New Year to everyone out there! All the best! Stay Happy Alwaysssss♥

Chao~~!

我的天空今天有点灰.

最近爱上了天空

其实这不是一种爱好
是当我觉得很无助的时候
当我想逃避现实的时候
我就会在天空假装寻找一些东西
星星也好月亮也好
就算是刺眼的太阳也好
只要是在天空上找到的东西
我都会试着去看去找

有人说
看着天空的人其实他们不是在寻找些什么
只因为寂寞
当夜深人静的时候
当我一个人的时候
我就会往天空看
不想想任何东西任何事

昨天的我整整看了一个小时
因为身体不舒服加上心情很糟糕却不能发泄的时候
只能默默的看天空
就这样。。一个人的过了整天。。
还好我的小刺猬陪我

昨天的我因该是疯了吧
不知道自己在做什么
不知道自己在想什么
不知道自己在说什么
不知道自己在笑什么
身体累了
头脑累了
心麻了

只能说随便啦...习惯就好

这也是唯一能对自己说的话

最后，我希望我们能更好...不管先在或是未来...

我爱你.

SHE-天灰MV

刺猬

Credit to Casey♥

 

 

 

"我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强 全都是假象.. 哭吧"

Repeating and repeating this song today. Yes sometimes I will think that porcupine represents me a lot. Don't judge the book by its cover. I might look strong physically but sometimes I'm weak.

Porcupine from Chen~ I love it a lot♥♥

Long Lost Friend♥

Long-lost friend,Quek Jun Xiang♥

I seriously miss him a lot! After like more than half a year and now only I got to see him. His stupid jokes still so stupid and silly. LOL Laugh and laugh non stop. Hahahahahahah!

Short post from me♥

I owned a complicated mood recently.Tolerance is needed.Thxbye=)


I have 10 wishes in my list for the new Year of 2011 ♥♥♥♥

I look so lovely ♥

Muahahahhahahaha♥

过渡时期

此刻的心情只能说难以形容
很辛苦很累
我已经在适应了
慢慢的 慢慢的

对不起
我需要的是时间
不是一天两天就可以
在这过渡时期，
请你体谅我
请你不要敷衍我
请你在乎我
请你关心我
请你相信我
不要怀疑我。

原谅我
可能在这期间
我脸上会少了笑容
所以请你不要介意
也请你体谅




Listening to: 韦礼安，慢慢等

坦白说

我的心比你想象的还要难受
已经没有泪可以让我哭了

Camera,I Want You!

Camerasss.=.= which I'm craving recently. My friends always said that I love to snap photos but how come I don't own a camera? LOL even me myself does not know the reason.

But but I found a camera that I really love! Samsung Dual View Camera! I really love it! It has two view or shall I say it has two screens,at the back of the camera and also a small screen in front! I love self taken picccusss so I seriously think this camera is specially created for me this kind of human!

Seeee??? Is so so cool! I don't need DSLR. Digital cameras are pretty fine for me already.Awww.. and and it is quite cheap actually. I mean quite affordable! Is just Rm800+

I must keeep money and buy this!


Moving on
-Christmas Eve Celebration with my gang! I'm looking forward!

Plan and plan, hope it goes smoothly la and successfully

Sadly, cannot celebrate with my dear.Cos she will be working=( Maybe New Year Eve? Yeah yeah

And

After viewing the timetable for exam,no other respon but nervous and scare. Blah.I have no idea what kind of result I will be achieving on this semester. Statistic subject will be a big death for me. The feeling of taking statistic and addmath is the same.I mean the exam. I've studies but still my mind blank when reading the questions. WTF. I'll work up for this and do a lot of practice. I MUST GO FOR INTERNSHIP!

Talking about internship was another big sigh..........quite alot of my friends have already received calls form companies but not my turn yet. Was kinda worry but somehow I can do nothing but just wait and wait. God bless T.T

Recent pictures♥

Gathering with long lost friend Edward and Moon♥

Chao

PS: New layout,new look.Fresh

Roses are red♥Now I know

*Stop by

Blahhhh.It has been ages since the last time I updated my blog. My blog isn't dead yet wey! I'm ...i'm just kinda lazy to update and has no inspiration in writing things. LOL I have it now! Wanna blog about my recent happy stuffs!

Two months la me and my dear~ LOL not actually two months but more than that. Somehow on this special day, we do normal stuffs. As usual we went shopping,eat nice foods and others! Really enjoy every outing.And yea...we went to Pavilion! Kinda late already when we reach there. Rushing all the way to cinema for Skyline but eventually failed to do so cos we are late.

Somehow hanging around Pavilion and bukit bintang area are just so cool and fun! Feel so relax. Sadly the place we wanna go,UNIQLO,is closed. Have no faith with it la. LOL

I received a big big surprised from my cutie dear. LOL (She will feel shy whenever I said this). She bought me a flower! A rose=) For my 20 years of living in this planet,this was my first time receiving rose! I was like supa dupa happy and shouted like hell! She was acually planning to give me a surprise but failed because I accidentally saw it in her car. LOL She just so shy. (The first time of her giving roses to her gal.) I should be proud right Jenki Low Yang Li? Hahaha! I am so happyyyyyyy=)

What more to say but I Love You So Much my dear<3

I was stress.No.I mean really stress when looking at the journals. Now, whenever I see a PDF file, I was phobia already. Can you believe that I actually read a journal with 819 pages?! Is already equal to reading a book wey! Tired and tired. Pray hard so that I can pass this assignment. 

Advanced Life is hard. Somehow,deal with it. Eyes on UK Ooi Lik Wen

This is so nice after edited it♥

Ps: Easily mood swing recently.Sorry.Journals fault!Grrr..

Thank.You

Thanks for your presence in my story

Thanks for leaving your footprint in my story

Thanks for creating so much of good memories in my story
(from Cameron,Malacca,Geting Highland,I city,and more)

Thanks for the colors you filled in my story

Thanks for everything

I♥You so much dear=)

We both love this picture lot=)

I hope the story goes on with no fullstops.

Nothing much to blog but to say I am blessed♥



Blah.New semester starting.Have no eye see for my previous semester result.Promise myself have to work extra harder for the new semester.I want to go internship!Sigh.Hopefully la.LOL

Chaos!

Love this picture too=)

\\

The Emo King,Jenki Low♥

Jenki Low

Feel pleasured right that you actually have the chance to appear in my blog. Herng. Pretty gal blog le=)
I have no idea what to give you ler now as your birthday present but somehow you have already received your advanced birthday present from me what right? Harlo ma'am precious de lor. I hope you know what I mean lo. Since I'm out of idea of buying pressie so just blog about you la as a memory.

Erm talking about this fuckie Jenki Low, I know her for just a few months.If i am not mistaken it is just two months. Well, she is the first person that I can communicate well since ever the first time I met her. Can you imagine the first time we go out,we chit chatted for 4hours++ in old town? Not exaggerating but is true wei. Me myself feel quite shock actually and no AWKWARD at all.


Flashing back my memory, the way I knew her is quite special actually.Not say special la but weird. LOL I was in the same lecture as her this semester and of cos la I got notice her geh. But i know she keep peeping at me during lecture.LOL Okay then my friend Yuki thought that I interested on her so he added her in facebook for the purposes of revenging then bla bla bla and end up I added her in facebook.Then we knew each other more thru msn...slowly phone messaging and then calls and face to face.LOL

TAR college Khalil.LOL Love this picture a lot.

Okay talking about her personality ar. Ermm...
♥She is a super SS human
♥She is talented
♥She is caring
♥She is a professional philosopher
♥She is sweeeet=)

♥A crying baby
♥Her jokes are lame
♥Her night life is super luan
♥Owns a lot of SPECIAL skill*cough
♥Loves jungle trekking
♥Love du-zhui
♥A copycat
♥She is my EMO king♥


My words for her
Happy birthday la my emo king.LOL Although the period we knew each other were short but somehow it created a lot of memories already. You really pampered me a lot. Bring me go eat anything I want anywhere I want and etc. I hope this kind of relationship will last long no matter in any title we are. I know you hope to right?I don't care what will happen in the future but what I know is now. You make me feel that I actually being appreciated and loved. You don't need to promise me anything. I don't want it neither need it. I hope you are stronger and stronger day by day. Let all the past passed. Sometimes will cry when recall it back but I hope that some other day, when you recall it back, you will smile instead of cry. Smile because you actually have it before and not just cry because you lose it. Take it as a lesson and do not repeat it. Be happy and think positive always♥



Love you♥

ps: Hope you grow taller too shortie.Wakakaka!

End? Impossible jenki~~I.......still wanna post you this apek punya picture.Wakakakkakakakakkakakakakk

 .

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

..

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

Walaohir.....enough LaLa lor.♥LOL Suprise for you♥LOL

 End,

31/08/2010=Merdeka♥

Poladroid

Addicted to Poladroid♥ Love the effects a lot! Weeeeeee=) Lets see how the pictures turns to after poladroid-ing it.

♥Cutie Xinyi♥

Yo PnP ROCKZ!!♥

Oh? Yes,I know I know.I will stop Poladroid-ing.LOL

But it's cool don't you think so?

Sarcasm are hatred for me.Stop that before I pissed

Miscellaneous♥

Hurray! All of my assignments finished! What left now is our event,ECOnnect! Pretty excited with the event and looking forward to it! Hoping that the event is a success*pray hard* and flash mob is aweeeeesomee♥

End of assignments=end of stress

Well this equation is much true for me! Or should i say for everyone?LOL I'm kinda stress free now.Hehe I have no need to face journals journals journals,graphs graphs and graphs. Tired wei. Hehe

and

I have no idea why i keep falling sick since ever I came to Advanced Diploma life. Sigh. In this month I have already sicked twice. And not just flu or what but is HIGH FEVER! Ahhhh.........What the bloody hell happened to me. Haiz whenever you sick,you will feel lonely.Not say lonely but you just need someone by your side taking care of you. Not saying family,friends kind of cares,but is your partner.Lol I sound desperate kah? Hey! Is a natural feeling=(

I know she wouldn't care of me anymore but still.......sigh.Still remember how sweet is her concern when I was sick last time.But now......Haiz..............Miss her a lot when I was sick that day, but end up seeing something I shouldn't see that really break my heart into pieces..Trust me,it hurts.


Ignore that. Yeah! I have a list-to-do
1) Shoppinnngggg! Buy shirt,jeans and etc.....
2) Wanna watch movie!
3)Wanna eat Chilis and KaKa bah kut teh!
4) Dye my hair
5)Study for final=.=

♥

Waka Waka eh eh XD

WaKa WaKa Eh Eh! LOL!

Its Football FeverrrrXD

Obsessed with FIFA♥
Obsessed with World Cup♥
Obsessed with The Song"Waka Waka" by Syakira♥
Obsessed with Germany♥
Obsessed with Lukas Podolski♥♥♥♥♥♥


He is hot! No! Shall I say, he is supa HAWT! The No.10 player of Germany! Since after my C.Ronaldo,he is the second football player that I adore=) Hot face,Hot body*drools* =.-=

See See See?! Agree right he is hot! Awwwwwwwww♥
 Although my poor Germany loses the match in semifinal but you guys are still the best!


and

I really wanna say....



I HATE THAT FUCKING OCTOPUS,PAUL.=.=


Muahahah! Anyway I am so excited that I'm watching final later with Yeunis,OoiTong,Cindy,My jiejie,Kua,and Feipo Jiang!! None of the two team I support but I wanna see who will be our B3 class rep! Wakakak! Cant wait! Must fulfiled the promises oh. Don't forget I still kept the picture of you both shaking hands! LOL

Tonight gonna be a good good-er good-est night♥

and and I can't wait for my convo next week! I will be getting a new piggy soft toy! Yuhuu!

I'm keeping you in the deepest side of my heart.

Love you

Bad day

I am seriously gonna blog about this. Well a seriously bad Saturday night. I was back to my hometown and as usual I will go Uncle John(a "Old Town" kind of restaurant near my house) to online. All the while is good. Happy facebooking and bla bla. Okay the story continue when after two hours of online-ing, I started to get bored and tired but my sister just refused to offline yet. Fine then I asked from her the car's key so that I can drive around the area and at same time I can buy foods to eat. Then then, after buying, okay,I already do a simple floor plan to give you guys a clearer picture.

I parked my car somewhere behind the restaurant. Actually what I plan was just put signal and stop by but the road there is kinda packed with cars and traffic jam giler! So what I did is I parked my car there(refer to the picture). Is a entrance of a carpark. The main point is I did not block the road AT ALL(although i touched the entrance line)! But even a lorry can go in lor!

Okay cool down first. After a few minutes waiting, there is a stupid uncle who looks scary and fierce,he knocked my window and say(in a very loud and angry voice)

小姐!这是路口来得!哪里可以park路口的harh!你有没有脑的!头脑装屎是不是!走开啦!!!!!

=.=

妈的!!!!老娘长酱大从来没有被人说脑装屎过!!!!!!!!!

Fuck you uncle! I wanted to scold him back mann but he just look so fierce. His face is just like a murderer look! I scare I can't escape after I scolded him as traffic jam there.Sigh!  Somhow I do scold him some bad words.BluekkXD

And...

Haven end yet. Here then my sis came and then I was about to put signal and go. But I din saw a motor coming from behind. Then the man hon me and he showed his middle finger! AHHHH! ALMOST GET MAD! And out of sudden an old man who also ride motor nagged me and say "不知道现在年轻人怎样开车的,Walao eh"! Harlo uncle! WTF business with you harh! Don't try to be kepoh!

Ah!! Make me turns moody immediately! Thrice in a time. Great yea. 



Ooi Lik Wen.....calm calm down....

Feel like banging the carpark uncle using my car mann!

The most GILA part is this.I went back and told my mom the whole story and this is what I predicted what my mom will said
Predicted version: Wahh!哪里的死uncle啊!乱乱骂我女儿!!地又不是他的!!
Manatau~
Actual version:Haiya不要管他啦~忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空~~and plus HAHAHAHAHHA!

My lovely mummy makes me said "I am speechless"


The end!

Not to forget,

I am worry about someone

Anything.Whatever

I wouldn't care anymore!


I wish I could never have to blog this issue again actually.That is what I wish last year.Somehow the issue rise again recently. I mean like very recent. I thought we are mature! I thought you are mature! But is actually the other way round. You would never know how disappointed am I.Seriously disappointed. I have no idea what fucking things I have done to you seriously. I might not the 100% friend in your heart but I am a good friend! I have no idea how should I treat you now as in each time talking to you, I will keep thinking that I am talking to a mask that you are wearing. Do you know how suffer am I? I hope you do understand. And I wouldn't care what you tell to other people about me already. I..bear with it. I am serious. Fuck this up=.=

I WILL SHUT MY MOUTH UP AND THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T CARE.

Quek Jun Xiang♥

Its YOU!

QUEK JUN XIANG!

Don't look around! I'm saying you dude=)

The whole post for today is all about you.

Touched right?

Anyway before I start,wanna wish you Happy Burfday first! May all your dreams come true babi♥

 (妈的，装什么lin 酷啊~ish)

Introduction

Name: Quek Jun Xiang
Nickname: Jax Max, Fucker,Si guo jun xiang,Cibett
Age:20
D.O.B: 25th June 1990
Hometown: Kluang
Weight: 81kg
Height:174cm
Love to: Eat,Sleep,Absent himself from class,tease people,make stupid jokes,see girls

How do I know him? Well I know him thru college.He is such a hypocrite in the class. I mean in front of people that he does not know. Along the beginning of semester one,he was like keep acting cool in front of us and make us think that he is lansi la,cool la,quite kind of student and even anti social. Anyway I don't really care cos he is ugly and fat.LOL Soon,I started to know him around mid of the semester.Adui......he is totally opposite with what we think! He is damn talkative and sometime I even think that he is damn naggy. Loves to talk silly jokes but is FUNNY! We the whole gang will like laugh till so long.Hahaha! And I have no idea why he loves to tease people but you will realise that his teasing does not sound offensive at all. I mean if other people insult me fat, pig or whatever,I might get angry.unlike him.LOL.Anyway thanks to him a lot(sarcastic way). Why?Because I had already immune on his teasing. Now,if anyone teases me,I wouldn't angry anymore.lol consider good things?haha.

Next,
郭骏翔的经典

First Situation-Phone calls
You will definitely frustrated when you call up him to talj serious thing but he keep doing silling things.For example,

me:喂死郭骏翔,你在哪里哦
jx:在你心里~~*贱笑*

ps:真的够力想骂髒话=.=

Second Situation
me:喂郭骏翔，要不要去唱K等下？
jx: 嗯....你们去先啦，我等下去~

ps:妈的~明明就没有要去，还在那里讲一大堆~~~哈哈

Third Situation
me:喂郭骏翔啊
(他会不说话)

jx: Nombor yang ada dial tiada dalam pengkhidmatan.................

ps:真的给他气死~~~是不是很开心有酱的朋友......

Okay the above are all the silly things he did when in phone call..

Next,his 经典in teasing people.He has a lot but I don't remember already. Can't recall.Haha

Me
-你这个死肥婆，奶跟肉都分不清~
-你不是人，你是动物

Ginger
ginger:我真的受够啦!!!!!!!!
jx:哈？？你确定你瘦(受)够liao??

Kua
你是混血儿，是菲律宾狗＋菜狗...哈哈哈

Ky
林淑莹女士，福建会馆副女主席，~~~~~~~bla bla bla
(超好笑的哈哈哈)

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！惨了~我记得有很多的啊~可是就是想不起~~

郭骏翔的经典词
-心情跌落谷底
-酱够力
-nia me
-心死liao
-是酱的啦
-肉饼
-langsai
-a bag of FOL,Truthly helpFOL
-sushi~~~~(他叫sushi的时候真的很想巴他哈哈)

郭骏翔的经典动作
-学他老妈跳舞（爆笑）
-模仿kua的笑容和裴勇俊笑容
-学跳水动作

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈现在回想起都觉得好爆笑哦~


Wooo..not to admit that he is really talented la in making jokes and imitation.Well I seriously thinks that my jokes and imitation sometimes funnier than yours.LOL

Ahh..I don't wanna accept it but you wouldn't know how sad am I when knowing you are one of them who cannot forward to advance.Why wouldn't you work harder?!! Really hate you de lor! Anyway is already pass. What you should do now is come back to KL more often.Come visit us la.=)

Before I end,Happy Birthday again Quek Jun Xiang! And I owe you a meal yea! As your birthday pressie!

Gosh

I am surely will miss him alot.You know what,sometimes I really thinks that you are supa childish and supa annoying. Anyhow just want you know that...




We♥You =)



Ps: Don't cry when you see this..





BONUS!



Ta..daaa........!!

LOL!! His half naked body! I know you will kill me when you see this! LOL

Not in the mood

这几天都不知道自己是怎么搞得.脑子里装了好多无谓的东西.好烦好不舒服哦.心情也不怎么好...
其实不烧的在想些什么...只能说我想多了~~

一部分是因为我的身体最近真的亮红灯了.一直会冒冷汗，不时就会发烧，一直咳嗽伤风等等的~
最糟糕的是我的双眼会不时的痛，肿，和红!连张开都不能!啊!!快要疯了!(ps:昨晚已经是在房里乱喊了)...妈的~在那么pekcek的时候，偏偏大姨妈在这时候敲门~真的够力开心=(

另外是因为那个人吧.那个我很在乎的人..嗯~其实我很害怕你知道吗？

因为我发现你的样子在我的脑海里越来越模糊了...
害怕哪一天我把你的样子给忘了
 忘了你微笑时的样子
忘了你打瞌睡的样子
忘了全部

或许是因为太久没见你了~所以才会模糊的吧...可是这些都是我想纪念的..

如今的我只能学会放弃和怎么去祝福你了...


ps: I am sorry if I offended anyone of you out there.A thousand times of sorry=)

你或许不知道那

相见却不能见的心情

是多模的痛苦=(

Past.Present

Before I start,allow me to kneel down for begging you guys not to hit me after reading this post..LOL



I seriously think that I'm getting prettier day by day.LOL. I am a  such narcissist.Keep looking at the mirror, camwhoring all the time and etc. LOL cut the crap. I am happy that I have changed. I mean in my external look la. Unlike last time, wear like boy boy(big shirt,shorts,cap) to school and holding a basketball time.Haha. My friends told me that they seriously hate me alot last time with such look,Haha.Apalah.not true friend pun.Herng~LOL. But frankly speaking,I really thinks that I'm pretty ler that time.Think myself is very stylish and cool.BUT is ugly actually.I started to change my whole look since last semester if i'm not mistaken.Started to buy more girlish clothes,stop wearing sport shoes,start polishing my nails and start taking care of my skin and all,start wearing BB cream,start wearing lenses and all. After all,I received a lot of complements! Happppppy=)

Past

I would say that this is the closest pose I have taken with my roomate.Both of us are like shouting all over when we saw this.yuck.

Ahh.I really no eye see ler when looking at these pictures.Bad memories in secondary?LOL Anyway if ay of my secondary-mates saw me now,they will suprise a lot.Haha cos the old Ooi Lik Wen had changed=) Haha


Recent nice piccus i have taken♥

 woooooo....snow flake season! Addicted to it alot!

My face looks slightly better than before=)

Yeee....Sicked for 5days already.Why haven recover................................adui.............


and thanks to you=) Although is just a message but it means a lot to me. You would never know how i feel when i saw it. I am not the one you know as before. I changed.I mean towards you. Sorry for that.=)

Chao!