Thursday 22 April 2010

Anything.Whatever it is

Looking at my blog for so long and have no idea what to blog but sooo wanna blog=(

SET ME FREE FROM EXAMS!

Anyway I am free from exam already. A full stop for the suffer period! Merdeka! Haha! Happy! Well I have no idea why I like to dream this fews days. Especially when the moment my mind was blank. Looking at the wall and have a lot of thoughts. Sometimes is just plain day dream. Haha maybe is a symptom of depression? LOL bull shit la me.Haha

....and I will soon back to Malacca! Is on Saturday.Well the feeling is kinda confused.I'm happy and I'm sad to go back. Haha I'm happy to go back and see my Melaka Tai Po San(mummy) but I'm sad cos I will super miss someone that i cherish a lot. lol eventough if I at Kay Elle also no use cos we will have no chance to meet cos she is super busy but I just dunno why I will feel so berat hati=( Maybe the distance is nearer?LOL bullshit again*ignore me*

Few mission to fulfilled during holiday:
-Kiam pui! Ooi Lik Wen! Kiampui!
-Pierce my tongue. Is a Must! Lol
-Take good care of my face.(Pimples pops us resulted from exams.*grins)

That's all! For now!

So long farewell~!

Piggy,

If you saw this, just wanna tell you don't make yourself so tired yea. I know you are really exhausted sometimes. Anyhow must take good care of yourself yea. Don't get yourself sick. Me will support you always de as what you will also support me always. If you need me, i'll be there for you too.Don't make me worry lo.Love yea.Muacks!











明知道是没有结果的爱情,
但还是要继续做梦,
继续对自己说谎.
傻瓜.

Tuesday 13 April 2010

Mind fulled of shit ==

Its almost 5am now.

I have no idea why

but my mind is full of bullshit stuff

what am I thinking?

I shouldn't have this kind of thinking

I mean like NOT ANYMORE or shall i say FOREVER?

Nowadays I hate to dream. I mean the sleeping kind of dream. Yes I had a sweet dream but once I woke up, is all ZERO. I hope the dream will come true somehow it won't. Sigh

I might said that "I already decided...bla bla bla" but I am sorry that somehow I would have to break the promise. Sometimes words spoken are different that what our mind are thinking. I wanted to wake up but I just couldn't. Don't worry, the time will come sooner or later. At this time, I couldn't give up everything. I will be suffering a lot. Anyway thanks a lot for scolding me, advice me, persuade me and nag me. I knew that it is all for my own good. I really understand. But I'm sorry for now.=( I hope you guys will understand.

And today I've done something that I have regretted alot and feel like slapping myself. I am sorry to her. I don't mean it. Eventually I put my role back. This is so not Ooi Lik Wen! I swear I wouldn't have do this anymore. Thanks to my lovely roomate for scolding me. Make me wake up. Hehe Love yea


Yuck...She is proud with her sweeet smile...yuck♥

Anyway I'm not emo-ing.=)


  Eik cute nyer picture ni=)


Chaos~~~!

Missing you is like a drug to me. Addictive.





如果没办法忘记,那就放弃吧
因为忘记一个人是不用努力的


Saturday 10 April 2010

Bye Mr.Diploma♥

Ehem ehem. Well I'm bored and tired looking at the notes so went blogging now!Yuhuu! Release my tension sikit. Haha my first paper is on Monday and I'm still in half way revising.Apa lah Ooi Lik Wen...Tak takut fail kah..LOL Junxiang and Edward will always be the main distraction to me. They distract me and eventually I will end up gossiping and throw aside my notes. Muahah. Just like yesterday, wah talk alot jokes lo.Laugh like hell. Hahaha

BUT my free time will always b camwhoring Yuhuu!


Blang blang. Lazy wanna upload all but i have it all on Facebook*prmote sikit* LOL

Okie I'm sad cos it is coming to the end of my diploma journey but I'm happy cos most of my classmate are somehow forwarding their advance. But sad that some of them are leaving me. Sob sob* Wish you guys luck in your future undertaking. You are always in my heart yea. Take care! Must remember your this pretttyy class rep oh..=D

Last presentation photos. So hepppyyy



Two years before and after. Big difference lo all of us. Now we are all mature. and the most important is I am now pretttttyy..Much more prettier. Last time I was an like an uncle. LOL Rewinding back in these two years, alot of things happen. But somehow I am now happy when saying the past.

 My gosh. Seeing this picture make me feels like dying LOL. Haha anyhow is memorable♥ and before i forgot, I wanna mention this.


Miss Kik! She is the coolest lecturer I have ever see! She is one and only lecturer that I would not want to skip her each lecture. She is funny and she is the only lecturer who will say the word Suck, WTH and bla bla words in lecture and also point middle finger! Coooooolll!! Love her.!!!




Off-ing now! Bye guys! So long farewell~!





I'll be right here waiting till the day you realized that I'm the one you've always needed


I think of you the most when I was happy.
=)

Thursday 8 April 2010

 

"这世界上最累的事,莫过于眼睁睁看着自己心碎了,还得自己动手把它粘回原型"

 

 


Yea.This is what I am doing right now. Taking a glue and stick back my broken heart. Well for me, sticking it back might need years to complete it. Just like last time. I used 2 years to stick it back. And this is the second time and i might afraid that my heart will stop beating if i breaks another time. Is just so suffering. I started to build walls around my heart to not being hurt again.I swear I would not put the whole heart in any relationship again. Phobias.


I miss her
but...=(


I don't need empty promises.


Monday 5 April 2010

In ♥ with Camwhoring

Bla bla bla.Miss blogging+miss my blog. Phew~Anyway I'm just back from Malacca today and not so willing to come back KL lor. Malacca makes me feel so relax. LOL. Okay back to the topic.On Saturday night, I am so bored so wanted to fetch Chinyean and go to the new jusco since she has not been there before. Haha oh yeah is shopping time!


Besides shopping,is all camwhoring! LOL

Pretty neh♥

LOL noob chin yean. Well after that we just go like hang around the huge jusco and then went to eat sate celup cos I am really craving for my favourite hot dogs!Haha! Go lor.....


I swear I wouldn't be so careless next time! Choi I mean forever! The story started like this. I parked my car somewhere near the shop and I have to really mention that the space that I parked is abit slunted and over the space,there is a thick barrier and follow by a longkang and okay I started my car engine and i put to gear D instead of R! WTF! Why am I being so careless! And without realizing I actually in gear D because the floor is down to hill geh so I thought of stepping the oil and then reverse. Fuck lor. My car went in front and clash on the barrier and my car is half in darat and half in longkang. Freaking panic! and what comes into my mind was My sister will gonna kill me since the car is hers and is her BABY! Argh! I then look around and ask for help and thank god that some passerby stopped down and help me. I was so blessed and really thankful to them. They helped me to carry the whole MyVI up and the car is safe. Thank god and coincidentally there are Chinese,Malay and Indians. One Malaysia Yeah! After that my face really turned white and panic till cry. Haiz.

Jump*

Gah! I got my exam timetable today! Argh! Gek ar! Why must it be in the first day! I mean is too fast as it is on next week! I mean the lecture haven even end and I have somemore presentation for this week! Really makes me crazy soon! I am seriously scare. Is last semester and after this I can wear my square hat already and I am a diploma student. I wanna pass....God please let me pass yea. I will gossip less in this month. Dosa ler me....




Main course or side dishes?
I am asking myself everyday.