沉默吧.......

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死，也不是人与鬼，而是我站在你面前你却不知道我还是很爱你。。

我越来越了解和喜欢这句话了。那种感觉是很不好受的。

少许的快乐，多余的悲伤。面临到这一种情况的时候，人该怎么做呢？

保持沉默还是说出来呢？

我不知道。

还是有老天爷来安排吧。。

但，

我希望让你知道，

我爱你.

Fighting for Mario!!

Me still in Malacca right now..

What i do today?

Yes..I went out with my buddies to MP,DP and jonker walk! And i watched Madagascar today! Comment...Awesome!! Nice movie and i prefer this than the previous one^^...haha

we look stupid right haha??My best buddy May fong..Love her<3

Snapping picture in Big apple^^

Yea..me and yi ting were comparing who look alike the most as Jaejoong..haha Me won^^

Yeah!! These were the things i bought today!! Total is just 25 bucks!! and Finally, At last, and eventually i have a Mario t-shirt!! I love Mario!! and the milo monkey is pretty cute^^

And..

i changed my background picture!! Nice nice nice right??! Yeah thanks alot to my poy poy...she did that..im poor in PS-ing..*impress* i love you dear!

I'm Back!

Yeah!

Guess where am I?

I'm in Malacca right! *excited*

Okay lets recall what happened during my last weekend...

Drama! Yes, we shoot drama! Named "A Streetcar Named Desire"..

This original drama was release in 1939(of i'm not mistaken)..still in black and white screen period..Is a nice movie...But majority of my friends said boring...haha

We were given an assignment where we have to shoot the drama again..not imitate but originality..make it interesting and modern version..LOL

and we plan to shoot in metro ville at first but when we reach there,erm we kinda stunned when we look at the place cos is quite small and padat lo...

so we went to shereen house!! Big banglo in Ulu Kelang..the taman where the same as 老师嫁老大 punya house...hehe and props can easily get there..so thanks to shreen and her parents for the meals they served!

Then we starts to make up ad..They boy Edward, Kelvin Sebastian have to wear Bra..and its MYbra..the most important thing is is NGAM size..They geleng kepala and say Ooi, you really SMALL la..F la..hurt my woman pride le haha.....After they done with their outfit all, you can see all of us were laughing like hell!! Not pretty!! Not Gorgeous!! Is Ugly! Is ORIGINAL THAILAND AH kua!! Hin~

While me as Steve,Eunice's hubby...haha...They said that i look exactly like a man..oops nope, is UNCLE..haha...here is the casts..

Stanley~Ann Ling
Blanche~Sebastian
Stella~Kelvin
Mitch~Sandy
Eunice~Edward
Steve~Me
Shereen~Pablo and Old woman
Loise~Nurse
Loh Mai Kai~Doctor

Some pictures....

(They dont look seducing right??haha they sacrifice alot haha they are the best!!)

Erm yesterday i went for blood donation again as that day the nurse said the im lack of iron and ask me to go back and consume some iron tables..okay i follow what they say..

but still fail..still lack of iron so i cannot donate blood ..so sad....next time lorr.....................

And

i just receive a bad new ...

My classmate, Cutie Blur Blur is not going to study anymore...She is leaving me and my class...

I hate this feeling! and the worst thing is I do not know cos im in malacca right now! Today is her last day.........................................Oh God........YOU are twisting me around........

Goodbye to my friend Blur Blur.....
Is sad to tell the photocopy shop to photostat 25 sets instead of 26sets...
Ans is sad to see no respon when teacher call Low Sook Peng...
I dont want........
But you have your own way to proceed to your future
But
Take care always..
Love from
Ooi,
Remember we always...

my priceless ring...

Yeah I'm here again….

Yesterday was really my bad day….I lost my friendship ring..Really sad…It is priceless…You can’t get it anymore....It is not because I’m clumsy or what…okay let just start what happened yesterday…

Yesterday after my meeting, me and my members were planning to have our dinner at TBR. It’s raining heavily and my hands are wet because the umbrella is too small LAR~
And we stood beside a big huge deep longkang while waiting for my friends. While I was talking and chatting, I move my hand and therefore the ring came out from my finger and drop into the longkang. Immediately I went down to the longkang to find it. My friends were also trying their best to search for it because they knew that the ring is very important to me. Especially Kelvin ,he even climb down to the longkang and help me find. So touched ler…I love him la..haha…and all my friends, Thanks a lot^^

Eventually we couldn’t find it…maybe it has been flush to other places beause of the heavy rain…

I’m so sorry to my best friends Alaq and Mayfong…I’m so sorry… I already tried my best to search for it but its fails…………….

How do i feel right now....

Me in Citc right..Is early 9am ..I'm supoosed to wake up at 12something as my class starts at 2pm...But my mind full of assignment assignment and ASSIGNMENT!!!!

What can i describe myself right now??

I'm tired ...really exhausted...and STRESSFUL!!

This week is even worst than the previous week...

I have a lots of assignment to be submitted, design Mass Comm Society board as Miss Serene are chasing us for the board, having a meeting till late at night today, worry about how to design the booth for the upcoming event of Mass Comm society which is the Fundraising Event, having presentation tomorrow and also Mid term test tomorrow!! The subject that kill me off!! Mass Media Law!!

and i'm so worry about my BM assignment...my tutor make lost on my survey form. However he promise me that he will help us to do back the form and ask me to see him at Q block..

Fuck Him!!

i wake up early in this morning and explore the Block Q(as i never went there before)...and...and ...and the door is locked...he said that he will be there from 8am to 2pm yesterday.....really pissed off right now...and the worst thing is i didnt record down his hp no....

I'm so unlucky....

im just hope to settle it fast and go back to melacca on thursday...

really miss my parents and friends....

Same as My roomate ,Becky, i could feel that she is very stress right now...especially yesterday...she has no mood at all to eat....Kambatae lo both of us.......

and one thing that i'm really happy is

My mom is bringing me to eat sushi king!!!!! Hurray!!

and

me dear dear poy poy and kelvin, sorry for going back melacca so early and let you guys do the rest for the assignment..but i already done my job...the rest i hope you guys can settle..And pass up on time....I love you<3

Thats all i want to say..........................................Chao...................

-likwen-

tears...

I do not know why but my tears are stubbornly non stop flowing down from my eyes to my cheeks. I am trying my best to stop it but once I think of it, I will cry. I am just squeezing my smile right now. I do not want to let the people surround been affected but certain times I really can’t control it. This is the first time I feel that I really out of idea and try to escape from what I encounter right now. Anyone can help me? I am really tired of it. After all my assignment has fully passed up, I will calm myself. Please just believe and trust me if you are my friend. Thank you.

(current mood: speechless , freaking sad)

我错了

我错了吗？我真的做错了吗？
我不停的问自己。。

昨晚我安静了下来。。认真地思考。。
难道我真的变了吗？
我觉得有少许吧。。
变好或坏呢？
答案是

不知道。

她觉得我不关心她。。
这我认了。。
但她又没有认真地看看自己？
说别人之前最好是先看自己。。
你也伤了我不少。。
但我会说声对不起的。。

可是我，现在，

又伤心又失望。。

因为。。。。。

-end-

(current mood: sad and depressed)

克服

该来的我逃不开　
该去的你会明白 欺骗自己　
对你　我也没有意义
爱你已经到了结局　
为何还勉强自己 说一声分离　
这一切都是天注定
对不起　我不爱你了
　
请你离开 应该放弃　
为我自己找另一个伴侣
我说过你是我今生唯一
可是我对你已没有感觉
我不爱你了　对不起
爱你已经到了结局　
为何还勉强自己 说一声分离　
这一切都是天注定 爱情这游戏　
我玩不起 我不想再为你继续伤心　
我只能说声我不再爱你　
I Never Meant To Hurt You


Im sorry

(current mood: complicated)

happy birthday

前几天去了时代广场帮朋友,Edward庆祝生日。。哈哈好高兴哦！唱了K也吃了蛋糕。。但回家后就不好受咯。。因为要赶assignment。天啊~累爆。。

=.=

对不起。我惹你生气了。原谅我好吗？

我爱你。


(Current mood: Stress up with all the stupid assignments)

-likwen-

啊大姨妈来了！！

最近脾气很坏。。因为人家那个来了啦。。
上课时候肚子一直很痛。。这是我第一次感觉到痛。。幸好现在已经好了。。我想对我的好朋友们说声对不起哦。。尤其是亲爱的kelvin。。因为我一直向他发脾气。。对不起啦。女人吗~~
我会补偿的。。就以身相许吧。。我看你也不要啦哈哈。。也不会让我怀孕。。（你知道我再说什么吧哈哈）


还有压力越来越大咯。。好多assignment要做哦。。drama,english,bm,media law,
e-publishing等等。。希望可以赶快把它搞好。。

media law的功课很难啊！快把我给弄死了。。

加油啦！

~Happy Day~

Im here again^^Where should i start?Erm lets just say what happened yesterday. .My college are having a convocation yesterday and it is for Advanced Diploma Student. And as a Mass Comm Society Committee, we are given a job where we need to sell beautiful flowers t in front of canteen2. We placed our canopy there..And we met different kinds of customer. Got serious one, funny one and weird ones. haha..however we have alots of fun there and we sold out all of the flowers! We earned alot haha..but one thing dissapoint me is i didnt see any lengchai yesterday. *sigh*..here are some pictures!!



Damn! after the thing all of us are freaking tired ..We then go to eat kenny roger to give a feedback for ourselves haha..i went with becky,ginger,chiakor and ernst..^^

我很伤心啊！

最近的我很矛盾也很伤心。我不知道该怎么做再好。两边都是我爱的人。或许我是应该放下他了。我干吗会爱上这个混蛋呢？这就是所谓的命中注定吧。因为我们相遇的过程很特别。就像偶像剧里面的剧情一样。差别的只是一场完美的结局。我可以完完全全的放下他吗？我能做到吗？答案是不。。或许像我朋友说的，“等你另一个你爱的人出现之后吧”。我现在可以做的只是远离他。。试着不跟他说话或者是打招呼。他的电话号码我都已经删
了。。等时间久了之后，强烈的感觉应该会视而不见吧。我希望能这样。

但我很幸运的是我有一班好朋友在不断的劝我和鼓励我。。谢谢你们。爱你们哦！