不能。爱

那天有个人问我，



“你还爱她吗？”

当时没有回答他，只是习惯性的避开这一类的问题。

再一次的问



“你还爱他吗”

此时此刻，在一个人的星巴克里，我问了自己，对这眼前曾经很收悉的绿茶糖冰发呆了一下。让后回答，是,我还爱她，可是我有资格说这样的话吗？没有。

因为说分手的人是我，但现在还爱着她又逃不了挂念的人又是我



我没有资格。

更何况她现在有了新的另一半，又这么的幸福，我不会去打扰她

不是不要，是不能。



在一个问题

“你。。还在等她吗？”

对，我还在等。虽然我知道这是一个极度愚蠢的行为，但我不能控制。

我等。。

哪一天她没人要了，

哪一天她需要我了，

哪一天她想我了，

我知道是不可能了



因为我了解她，所以我已经知道结局会是怎样

我知道到最后我一定会伤痕累累，哭到稀里哗啦，痛到一个不行，

但

我还是等。

现在的我，就像我们两的歌一样

(慢慢等)

一直等。。。你



刘妍利



爱着回忆里的情人。。太寂寞了


=)

*FINGER CROSS*

I think I'm infected with the LovetoPhobia disease?

No idea what is that mean?

Answer: Phobias to love or to be loved!

Afraid to start any relationship. Rather to be single. Love is tiring. It needs time to manage,maintain. Once you start to ignore, it will crack and leave a scar.

SO I WANNA SAY NO TO LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!

I encountered many sad broking-up cases surrounding me recently. Colleagues, friends and more.

Feel sad for them. In fact, who would wants to break up? Who wouldn't want their relationship to be forever.Everyone wants it. Just depends whether you are the lucky ones!

I like to give advice to them. I'm not saying I am very experience or what but just sharing what I have experienced and ask them not to repeat the same mistake as what I have did.

and share with them how am I curing myself. Is damn suffering but I know IT TAKES TIME=)

Good luck to all you out there.


I'm going for a tattoo soon

Shhh

Trailer for next post=)

Angel and Demon Burlesque in Genting Highland with A Cut Above Academy Team!

with Amber Chia♥

See See See! This picture was taken by me! Can you imagine my Gary was so damn near me?!!

♥

Byeeee♥

any suggestion for my tattoo?what image should i put?

16.04.2011 Again

又是一个月一次的十六号

很快的三个月就这样过去了

好想大声的呐喊“为什么我还没好啊”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


可以请呼我巴掌吗？

大大力的一个。。

让我醒一醒

我好累哦

每天早上和半夜都好难挨哦。。

只能说现在这一首歌太适合我了

“我像个残废，飞不出你的世界”。。。

真的很没有用=(

自己真的很不争气。

无论怎样不开心，还是希望自己能笑着过一整天=)

Starbucks green tea tomorrow♥

In genting♥

J.O

It is so damn cuteeeee. Never know it can be so cute when combine it together. Have no idea why I will feel so happy when I see this picture. Mad soon?

I hope No.

Guess who are they! The gal there is me. And the person beside,made this picture that represent me(according to size and hobby)! Is funny and I'll keep it forever.

♥ 

 

Intern life going to end soon. Damn fucking hate the feeling. Cos I'm saying goodbye to everyone and everything there. Leaving my company soon. I guess I'll cry badly. =( I'll miss everyone there,Miss my beloved supervisor aka our mama,Miss my manager,my boss, my colleagues and all the students there

A smile makes a day♥

 

So,please smile! =)

 

 

不小心

 
看到你的照片，很怕

看到你的讯息，很怕   

看到你的名字在MSN，很怕

我不想听，看，问，想，关于你的任何事情 。

因为我很怕

我

会

哭