__________A Story of Her

給.最亲爱的

2011-12-31T11:19:00.000-08:00

亲爱的，谢谢你让我在过去2011年里，独自承受了你留下的一切。这段期间，我成长了不少。思想和观念也不一样了。在16/01你的脚步渐渐的离我而去。在这几个月里，我只有不断地安慰自己，不断地给自己一大堆接口，也不断地想你。我知道你很幸福，也知道你现在过得很好，可是我想知道的不是这些。我想知道的是在这几个月里，你是否也像我一样想你，是否有想过回来找我。想你习惯，我戒不掉了。我想，这一辈子，没有人比你还要更爱我了。可惜，当时的我还没学会珍惜。

2011最后悔的事莫过于提了“分手”这两个字

When I close my eyes think of you
And the time we’ve had been through
Even though were for apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
How you’ve make my world complete
But now I’m left alone
We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you’ll love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through
But I’m still loving you
I’ve tried to give my best to you
I don’t deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I know the truth behind the lies

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you’ll love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through
But I’m still loving you
I’ve tried to give my best to you
I don’t deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I know the truth
behind the lies

Happy New Year to YOU.

还是不明白

2011-11-24T11:00:00.001-08:00

不明白你为什么要生我的气
不明白你为什么要给我所谓的机会来解释
不明白你想要我怎样

你要我伤心多久？
你要我跪下是吗？
是要我这样你才满意是吗？

如果你觉得我们那么多年的友情只值得这些的话，那就随你意.
如果你觉得反正再过几个星期就不必再见面了，那就继续生气吧

喔所以我是应该对自己说，"Ooi Lik Wen,不用把友情看的那么重!"
是要这样子是吗？抱歉，我做不到.

我会问是因为我还在乎
如果我停止问，那就代表我彻底地不在乎，彻底死心。

希望你不要在未来的哪一刻，往后看的时候，是遗憾的。

谢谢

无奈

2011-10-31T10:40:00.001-07:00

原来人只要"发脾气"一次就会被判死刑
在你眼里，就已经设定了一个想法
说我敏感
说我发脾气
说我玩不起
让后就可以对我大小声

人总会对一些字或是一些动作感到反感或者不喜欢
你也是，只是我不会去点那个死穴
因为只会让人发火
所以别吧自己的想法灌在别人身上

我黄立雯
不是玩不起
不是敏感
只是适时的需要一些基本尊重

这样看来
发现原来我连生气地权利都没有
谢谢你让我上了宝贵的一课
我会牢牢地记着

"We cannot please everyone so let it be" by Vivian Pang. I remember it till now and is so useful to me:)

Love ya!

2011-10-27T21:04:00.000-07:00

I'M FUCKING NEED A CAMERA!

*Nothing,just had a thought in my mind recently. I'm losing my mood in blogging when there is no camera.I-Phone camera sucks. I want High Quality Piccus*

FYI, my Oki(the black camera) had soak itself in water. This is an accident definitely! A lesson to learn,don't ever put water bottle in your bag with camera.

Will be back!

田馥甄

2011-10-22T09:10:00.000-07:00

那把声音

听到我如痴如醉

我真的上瘾了

看来要戒都难

就像当初被阿妹的毒染上一样

到现在都戒不掉

田馥甄

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Superb Vacations!

2011-10-02T10:47:00.000-07:00

终于有灵感写部落格啦。假期都一直很忙，所以都没在写。灰尘都堆积成山咯。
本来是想分几段来写的。因为我的假期过的太充实太过瘾了！酸甜苦辣通通都有！但没关系，都过去了。这再是人生！不是每次都是甜的~

长话段说好了

第一 :在云顶星巴克当了九天的外劳！

去之前是说当CASUAL LABOUR,但原来就是佣人吗！洗碗，扫地，和收盘，这就是我九天里所做的东西！忙到要我的命啊，也难怪啦，毕竟这间是全马生意最好的。那里的员工全部都很好也很照顾我们。只是那些该死的中国旅客！没礼貌，没家教！你以为老娘好欺负啊?!我们也是人叻！叫我们的时候可以不要像叫狗一样吗？你以为你在中国啊！

还记得第一天到那里的宿舍的时候，踏进房间的那一刻，心里就会有很多OS。“我的妈啊，这是什么啊。八个人睡一间房？我感觉自己像外劳”

几乎每天都要5点早上起床。冒着冷冷的天气，一步一步的爬那该死的斜坡上班去。第二天的时候就想家了。不是因为工作，是天气。那冷到不行的天气都快把我给冷死了。很辛苦

现在想起就觉得那九天也领悟到不少事情。觉得自己是幸福的小孩。觉得赚钱真的很辛苦。也觉得自己变得更独立了更有坚持。还有，很不喜欢被人说是个千金。虽然父母都把我捧得像千金但我不是！吃苦耐劳，是我黄立雯能做到的！也不需要靠任何人！

几cool。哈哈

First World Lobby Starbucks

第二：台湾背包旅行

尝了苦，接下来当然就是甜的啦！九天的台湾之旅是在是赞啦！第一次出国，第一次搭飞机，第一次背包旅行，第一次认识外国的朋友！

我好爱搭飞机哦。因为可以近近的看着那一朵一朵的云！四个小时的旅程都没在闭眼睛，都一直盯着云朵看。好美还美啊！世界上没有比那些云美了！爱上了，爱上了那感觉只属于我的天空=)

终于抵达啦！都很晚了，所以直接就往背包宿舍去。从桃园机场搭了一个小时的巴士到台北车站让后转站到西门。西门町就在西门站前面。是我最想去的地方的其中之一！

打开地图，找一找我们的宿舍在“康定路”。这时，有一位好心的小姐主动的说“有什么可以帮忙的吗？”我觉得台湾人的这一点文化是我觉得值得学习的。只要看到的是旅客，他们都会主动的问需不需要帮忙。让后就这样带了我们去康定路。到了一个叫Zebra 的宿舍。外面开起来很不起眼，但里面的装饰让我深深爱上！全部是豹纹！豹纹床豹纹枕头豹纹被单！OMG！爱死！

老板娘Cindy人也好好哦。最爱听她的故事。爱去旅行的她，也去了超过100个国家的她，故事一说起，就不停咯。这样的交流我很喜欢。她还说她最爱黑人了。觉得黑人很性感。我们都说她变态。哈哈同时她也介绍了附近很好吃的卤肉饭和海鲜炒面。

一间叫阿财海鲜店，他们家的卤肉饭是我吃过最好吃的。吃足九天不同家的卤肉饭，我始终最爱阿财的。而且价格也很便宜哦。只要RM2-RM4！

好啦，接下来就用照片解释吧！

所谓的背包旅行就一定要有这样的feel哦

爱惨了它！

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这不是飞机哦，是巴士！每一个座位都有电视机

阿财海鲜面

阿财卤肉饭。没有比这更好吃的了

我们的宿舍！

全部豹纹的！爱死啦！

第二天的早餐，很喜欢店的名字“Oh My 咖”。这个很好吃哦！

没什么重点的台北101.东西贵，而且不怎么好逛

好好吃的面包=）

牛肉饭。看似很好吃，其实很难吃。但好笑的是，他们家的招牌卖的太高调了。招牌写着“超级无敌好吃！保你说赞！吃了两口不好吃，没关系！只要告诉我们，我们会退钱哦！”。哈哈笑死

淡水。美吧？

不觉得眼熟吗？

很有feel的一见家~

好啦！这里就是“不能说的秘密”的拍摄景点哦。这是一间学校。所有的历史景点就在里面。所以是学生和旅客可以随时进入的。好怪~

下一站，淡水渔人码头。这是情人桥

情人钟，上面写说敲三下，恋情就会长久。最好是啦~哈哈

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台湾人都好爱带狗狗散步哦。遇到这个超级可爱的puddle！

第二天的战力品。开心=)

龙山寺。老娘我来这里的目的只有一个。见见月老大人=）

附近就有这间“Manga”馆！。台湾电影Manga就在这里取景的啦。导演为了拍这部电影建立了这整条充满复古味的街。

怀念小时候

活该的家伙！

附近有一家牛肉面很好吃哦！

下一站，美丽华。也很熟吧？许多偶像剧的拍色景点哦。像是恶魔在身边~

摩天轮不可怕，但坐上隐形格的摩天轮才叫可怕。我都快要吓死了=(

下一站，九份。最爱的就是这里！虽然路程有点远，但是值得的！太美了

这里好多吃的哦~

虾球！排了好久才买到的=）

丑豆腐。尝了几家在台湾，还是sri rampai pasar malam 那间最棒！

下一站，乌来！

这是温泉的天地

完美的结局，王力宏MV首映会在微风广场！帅到爆！

再见啦，台湾

那间温馨的宿舍也让我认识了老外！五位美国人，两位日本人。在交流国家各自的文化的时候都超好笑的。我还叫他们几句马来西亚的粗口呢！

台湾给我的感觉就是我喜欢这个国家。尤其是那里的人和美食还有公共交通！我记得到淡水坐公车的时候，开车的北北都会向每一位搭乘的乘客说声“你好”和“谢谢”。这一种礼貌的文化都应该被全世界无论什么国家学习的。台湾人，赞啦！

而且台湾美眉超爱用很嗲的语气说 “小姐，可以来试试看哦！”都快要笑死~

台湾，我们下次见。

下次会往台南和高雄去。这一次错过了垦丁=(

第三： Le Tour de Langkawi!

再一次回到那个地方，感觉舒服多了！这一次是早就计划好的旅行。因为某人想喝醉！这一次住的旅店很舒服哦！虽然没有私人沙滩但他们家那6ft深的泳池是真的大大的吸引我，和我家的becky还有那臭男人！好一段时间都没有碰到那么深的水了。碰不到地的感觉太爽啦！我们三个乱助跑让后跳水！开心死！爽啊！在这样的地方度假是在是太棒了

去这个地方那里可以少的了酒！开盘咯！扑克牌和酒是一定要的！我家可爱的roomate连输几场！一直得被罚喝！笑死我。到最后醉倒连眼睛都没有了！哈哈哈我家的姐姐也很逊啊。只是被罚了一杯就倒下~剩下我们三个！拼了！最后是那个男人倒下，剩下我和肥婆在那里继续喝。

发觉到越少喝酒的人反而不容易醉！我一直喝一直都很清醒！一点都没醉，只是脸比较红罢了

三天两夜很快就过啦。我不舍的啊。但我累了。自放假以来都没好好的休息。身体其实都累坏了。

出发前，不会少的pattern！自拍！

这次住的酒店。他们家的泳池可是很出名的哦。因为很到也很长。这只是一部分罢了~

别人有20，30，40.我们有60，70，80.kg.管他的！自信就好！

少数的“露牙齿照”。没关系！一年后就会大大的笑哦！

可爱到~我家的roomate

白痴到~我家的姐姐=)

是美加可爱到~ 的我

是难看加恶心到~我家的工人

是可爱到~我家的小猪=)

Langkawi,see you in January!

突然的就想和那几个难看的去一趟旅行。是很想念他们啦。毕竟几个月没见了。怀念他们那些超级好笑的笑话！一想到一月我们一起去旅行，就觉得好期待啊！

好啦，我的假期是真的很充实吧=) 而且是难忘的哦=)

有时候觉得自己太幸福了。觉得很不真实。全部要怪我家的那两个老人，一直宠他们的女儿。要什么有什么。像我爸，只是说我想买IPhone4，就立刻买给我。一下了飞机就接到这样的惊喜，都快哭了。爱你啊老爸！谢谢你们，让我当了一个幸福的小孩！不要一直宠我啦。这样我会要更多。

*****

不断在让自己变得更美更有自信，女人啊要为自己而活，不是为别人而活

别人说你丑说你肥，管他的。自己要保持自信就行了

自己要HOLD住，这才是最重要的哦

但朋友都说我太过于有自信了，是好还是坏啊哈哈哈！

就快要去绑牙了

就做一年的丑小鸭吧！

没关系

哈哈

最近常说的一句话，

“我不要靠男人！我要靠自己”

男人都是一样的！

幸好我没有喜欢男人！

哈哈

Click Like if you like! =)

那些事,不理

2011-08-16T22:10:00.000-07:00

其实一直很想对你说这些话，但是不知道为什么不想直接对你说而是想事后再说。

你说你一定会来我们这里解释或发问你不明白的东西
我劝你省省吧
就算你来，我也没有什么想对你说的
也没有想听你要说什么
因为事情过了太久
所以我也不想讲了

那么如果你还是坚持要来的话
那么我也不会阻止
但是我先跟你说我可能会敷衍你

哎呀,这些只是如果而已，你人会不会是另外一件事

你保重

Cheapo's Big Day, His 21st.

2011-08-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

No mood. No mood. No mood AT ALL. I mean for revision. Haha
Yet,I have mood to blog! Okay so today's HEADLINE is about that Cheapo's birthday celebration.

I''ll start of with the planning part on giving surprises. Seriously headache. I don't look for LAME surprises like taking cake out just like that. Serious lame. And for sure I know this cheapo will predict that we will give him surprises.Okay, suddenly blinking light bulb strikes my mind! I thought of a perfect plan. I want to see him suffer. No! Is we want to see him suffer cos we hate him so much!

The plan goes like this. First is my sister came back all the way from Malacca just to give him surprises. So at night, we told him that we will be going old town at 11.30pm so ask him come down at that time la. Around 11pm we will start setting up our props at the front of I block(his hostel block). Our list of props include:

3 pails of water, 10 eggs, and flour.

Just wanna see him die kao kao. LOL. I'll be the attacker which means I'll attack him once he came down from his floor by covering the big pail on his head and then follow by another two piggy teamates,Becky and Ginger who attack him with floor and throw him eggs. This is the time for us to revenge after accumulating 3 years of hatred towards him. Who ask him like to tease us?! Blek XD I use my whole power when throwing the eggs. Syok giler! and first in my lifetime seeing my beloved roomate run that fast when throwing flour on him!HAHAHAHAHA!

and then my sister will come out with cakes. AWESOME. Plan=Success!

The Birthday Cheapo and he is ugly

One of his surprises! The Sista

And Sorry,FOOD =(

The next day, we planned to have our dinner in Ben’s, a restaurant located in KLCC. This cheapo wants to go there so badly. So we decided to go there and also the G-Tower Rooftop Bar,a bar with greatest KL view for a drink! That cheapo loves these two places so okay lo, although our initial plan is to cut cost a bit but you can’t resist the nice view there!

We put up eye mask on his eyes to cover his sight and also earphones to give surprises on where are going .Haha seeing him suffer was the world syok-est thing wei! Muahahha! No doubt, camwhoring sessions all the way!

All of us dress up nicely today. My roommate even put up eye liner on her small eyes! And I even went One Utama alone just to get the dress for today’s celebration! And if you realize, I tried a new way of make up but just putting eye liner on below my eyes and also centre parted my hair. I think I’m awesome today in terms of everything! Confident heh ? XD

Piccus!!

I am so pretty.OMG.

On our way

Dia ingat dia Putera Shanghai

With Birthday Cheapo

Sweeeett picture yet he is ugly.

Imma's meal. Fisherman Catch! Not bad

The four princess and Ginger looks like Flintstone!

I love this picture so much!

Next, G Tower Hotel Roof Top Bar

Freaky 29th Floor =.=

The Huang's sista. Pretty like hell

PassionTini. Not Nice =.=

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No idea what is this call. Anyway is nice =)

JUNGLE BIRD. Quite Nice

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Weeeeeeeeeeeeee

Breath-taking view in G-Tower

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Reviews on

Ben’s: For me, the food is just okay. We mostly ordered pasta and I order sandwiches. I can’t really remember the name of the pasta but only love one, called Pesto Carbonara. Something like that. While my sandwiches call Fisherman Catch, Erm not so bad bread, but I dislike sesame so minus mark on that. The fish chop, quite disappointing cause I thought the fish will be homemade but no. The fish tastes lil dry, is like eating kampung fish which has the same texture.

G Tower Hotel View Rooftop Bar: Awesome Shit. Love the view a lot a lot. The bar was at 29^th Floor and you can see the whole KL. Tasted their cocktail. Currently they are having promotions with free entrance and Buy One Free One of the SAME cocktail. I’m not a liquor-lover so I have no comment on their cocktails. But they say is nice la.

Happy Birthday Cheapo!

Hope you like the ring necklace that we give you!

Back to Book.

Good de Luck APR 2!

Click like at down there and I'll love you more! Haha

Not much,just SE7EN.

2011-08-11T13:17:00.000-07:00

Alright, have few things to say here.
First , final is coming and yet I'm so lazy wanna study.
Second, bastard's 21st Birthday is coming and my purse start bleeding
Third, please don't treat me like a fool. No point for you telling lies. You are just downgrading yourself.
Fourth, applying Starbucks Job and pray hard that I will get hired.
Fifth, the red pants. I'll get it soon
Sixth, I need a partner! Sound so desperate
Seventh, took nice pictures today.

Let me show you some!

The five MEN in my class and they are ugly

The prettiest me

Niceeee=)

With Mr.C

All the SEXAYYYY

Weeeeeeeeeeee=)

I'll end here and continue my revision.

STRESS GILER

haha

good luck APR2!

有感而发

2011-08-10T02:55:00.000-07:00

本来就决定今天会一个人去One Utama买我要的东西
突然下起雨来幸好我人已经在LRT啦
坐在LRT中间的位置
左看看右看看，眼前的人都不是本地人而是外劳
心里就问了起来“我国是怎么啦？”
不是应该只有马来人，华人，和印度人吗？
为什么眼前的都是陌生的肤色啊？
并不是在歧视他们毕竟我也知道他们也不就是为了每天能填饱肚子才到这里工作
虽然明白但这样的环境让我觉得很不舒服
特别是他们的眼神我可以肯定只要是女生都不能接受他们的那种眼神
我会有那种感觉就是尽量在LRT的时候坐在本地人隔壁
还有
更不能接受的是政府现在居然还提供他们一人一张身份证！条件就是必须在大选的时候投国政一票！
贱！为了赢你们什么鬼招都可以想的出！
你们是嫌外劳太少是吗？现在该给我一人一张身份证！那么外劳的Population就一直在增加啦。

你们是不怕这些外劳会影响国家的治安吗？
以前的我觉得不用去理那些政治也不需要去投什么选的
现在的我会亲自去报名投选！这样的领导能力，我个人一点都不佩服反而为我的国家觉得丢脸
如果Bersih 2.0还有下一次，我一定参加！

不单只是地球病了，我国也生病了

2011-07-31T08:37:00.000-07:00

只想对你说，

The B day,Plan B and Brussel ♥

2011-07-29T12:53:00.000-07:00

The clock shows is 3am now yet I'm still in Old Town. I feel that I was one of their investor here. Come here,online and eat. LOL Their wireless line is just so awesome. and You Sucks,Maxis.

Plan B, a restaurant located in Bangsar Village and they served nice foods with not so affordable prices. I get to know this particular restaurant from food bloggers saying that their foods are just awesome. Therefore we, the food lovers decided to go and eat! I specially like the name of the restaurant. =) Plan B. Here are some pictures taken by me. Hope you guy enjoy

The Menu,damn cool

The kitchen

Not bad environment and nice name,Plan B

Morrocan Lamb Meatball Pasta

Spagettini Carbonara

Asian Style Golden Soft Shell Craft Pasta

Triplex Sandwiches

Chargrilled Beef Burger.

Awesome Brownies

Red Velvet

Waiting for the food =(

Damn pretty model =)

So, at night, we went to Jaya One for a beer session. We went to a pub call Brussel. Actually planned to get myself drunk but eventually I take back my thoughts and have no drink at all. I want to drunk in Langkawi, and forget everything. All the pain, please go away from me. PLEASE.

Is late,so everything was not in control especially my hair=(

Me and Fatty =)

Cutenyer kita

I love this so much

I am so happy today

Btw, I'm kinda envy about people surrounding me.

All in LOVE.

LOL

I break up and they in love.

In Love is the happiest thing in the world.

I want but I was afraid.

Suddenly think of last time how you found my handphone number through my info on Facebook and called me just to ask about assignment. What a surprise yet I'm happy. But where are you now? Haha can you call me?

Going to Meet Jay Chow,Landy and Sodagreen tomorow. Awesome work again=)

深呼吸

2011-07-24T11:34:00.000-07:00

1，2，3吸气，吐气。好了

不舒服

周围的环境，周围的人让我感觉到很想逃避。

所以才会不说话，脸臭

知道我的你们应该很快会察觉到吧？

为什么你们要一直这样

不累吗？

回到家，面对亲爱的Roomate

才是最舒服的。

向她倾诉我的不快乐

因为她最了解

舒服了

生活上的压力都快要让我喘不过气来了。

很容易发脾气

加上身体不舒服

所以耐心也没有了

今天不知道是什么鬼日子。

一直想她。不停地想。

好累。好讨厌自己一直想她。

应该是因为昨晚看了吴克群吧

所以bla bla bla哈哈哈

可是吴克群好帅哦!我都快要给他点到死死的

和Chen 是high到一个不行!一直喊，叫

“没关系”的招牌动作真的很帅

MYFM 13年周年庆，很成功。而且当晚的歌手全部都唱的很棒。观众好high哦。哈哈

My Beloved,Chen. Sorry for the low quality picture.Take by IPOD. =)

The nicest moment,lying down on my bed and sleep whole day

My FM Concert,Habis

Next, David Archuleta!

My eyes only see money recently. Cos wanted to buy a lot of nice stuffs. First spot, RED LONG PANT from Cotton On. Striking and enough bitchy. Imma damn suka.

Click Like below and I'll love you more.LOL

Falling in you♥

2011-07-20T22:25:00.000-07:00

I'm think I'm not falling in you,right?

But you put on smile on my face for the whole day

I miss you

♥

I seriously think that I'm look pretty la in this picture. I'm super confident.LOL

Taken by me and I'm proud of it (although I dislike people taking excessive coffee intake that will then cause headache).

Working at My FM Anniversary Concert this Saturday.Will get to see Kenji and my love,Jing Jing

I want to have second tattoo,soon

♥

This time,is on my chest =)

Shhhhh..

2011-07-17T22:25:00.000-07:00

就是讨厌这样的感觉
现在是怎样
那些曾出现在我过去的人是要一个又一个的出现在我梦里是吗？
心很酸，酸后就是痛!

梦里的情景，只能说太残忍了
如果现实里发生在我身上，我肯定会哭死。

哈哈好啦。没事。

我要吃Meiji 绿茶冰淇淋
我要Starbucks绿茶

疯了=)

Hottest Curry

2011-07-17T11:18:00.000-07:00

16.07.2011

Curry Chaw Concert,my hubby.my curry

Not much words to say but "AWESOME" for overall performances

3 years ago, i missed his concert.

Thank GOD.no more missing his concert this year=)

Out of so many concerts I've been, i love this the most.

Maybe is because Gary is my hubby so i'm abit bias

and maybe because I was taking care in VVIP seats that I can see him clearly

Thanks to my "supportive friends(you know who you are)" for recommended me to stand near to him because they know that I'm gila of him..Haha

I love his cute son a lot too.

Keep touching him XD.

and Gary even cried when he sings till half way.

AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!

Goose bumped from the starting till the end of the concert.

The tag.I'm the pretty usher.wakakka

Beast Fan Meeting on last two weeks.

♥ ♥Next week, David Archuleta concert♥ ♥

(Nak dengar sangat "LIVE" version of Elevator)

In need of part time jobs to earn money for my Langkawi Trip=) Weeeeeeee=) =)

PS: Chill Ooi Lik Wen,Chill. Everything will be fine k. Be tough for assignments.

Inspiring Piccus

2011-07-15T11:45:00.000-07:00

Inspiring.Damn inspiring. Well I know I shall share it in tumblr and not in blogspot but I don't have one! LOL. Found these pictures in facebook actually. No idea who to credit but just share=)

以前的我，哭着着天空上的星星。如今的我，微笑着看天空的星星。
哭，是因为只能看着星星想你却不能见到你。笑是因为已经下定决心忘记你=)

LOVE 是L-O-V-E结合起来。完美的爱情是需要珍惜，原谅，学习，和包容结合起来

快乐少一人分享，幸福就只剩一半，这张被单这张睡床，再舒服都觉得太宽

努力维护你美丽的爱情。

我的生活就像图里的冰淇淋一样色彩缤纷=）

爱情有时候是需要一些冲动。做自己想做的，爱自己想爱的。

记忆就像水滴一样。所有的点点滴滴都会随着时间被抹掉。再美得过程，也不变的一片空白。

执着的爱往往换来的却是伤害。

多希望对的人是你。我们真的可以大大方方的走进教堂里吗？

Made some photo captions. Grr. I shall improve my chinese. Is bad but is consider very good for a person who only learnt two years chinese okay! LOL

Okay end here and shall sleep early to freshen up my tiring face to let my hubby see tomorrow XD

Next week, three presentations
Two assignments to be hand out
Thesis
Work
KILL ME.PLEASE.

♥♥16.07.2011♥♥

Starbucks Green Tea Frappe, nak minum. =)

Double Cheezeeeee=)

2011-07-12T11:29:00.000-07:00

Today isn't a bad day but have no idea why I was in a frustration mood since morning.Sigh. I think I know why. I am lacking sleeping time, I have loads of assignments to rush, a lot things to think,to worry bla bla bla. Well, is assignment period so I might be little bit sensitive. Sorry for those who I've put louder tone on. Tee Hee=)

But But! I got a call from Miss.Chu that put on a BIG smile on face till now! Make a guess!!!

Dearest Hubby, See you soon. This Saturday.=)

♥♥

♥Thank You Ms.Chu for the Job♥

Cheeeezeeeeeeee=)

To someone: If you see this, just wanna tell you, be what you guys are right now. I came from her past. So let it past. Thanks for the concern but I'm mature enough to think the way I am. I have my own perception. A lot things happened in between us that she might miss out or even she forgotten. Somehow, I am no longer important to her right now. This is the fact that I've accepted since months ago. Whether you want or not to believe, I've healed. Good Luck. Thanks for leaving footsteps in my blog but sorry, we would not be friend. Take care u and her.

Good Luck APR2. We are the best. Assignments, takda masalah lah since is our last year already. This week and next week,will be a GOD damn hectic week. Please la,please don't do things that make me sakit hati la adui. Haha

Something new

2011-07-09T08:29:00.000-07:00

I'm trying something new. Can you guess what was that?!

Gosh it is hard!

But I'm working hard for this!

Wish me luck yea XD

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ps: My face was full of red scars.Sorry cos just have a face cleaning session in facial saloon. =)

专属于我

2011-07-05T12:20:00.000-07:00

刚刚从朋友的面书看到了他在国外拍的照片
特别对这张有感觉
第一眼看，就爱上了那一朵有一朵白白的云
美丽极了
好想就躺在草地上看一整天
忘记时间的压力，忘记现实的痛苦
忘记你。

黄立雯，明年。在努力一年就可以去你梦寐以求的地方-英国。坚持到底就对了。现在的压力绝对是你可以负荷的。不能放弃=)

突然想说

2011-07-03T12:52:00.000-07:00

我们女人其实很简单
要的是一个可以对自己好和爱我们的另一半

而我要的是一个美丽的爱情
虽然知道机会是那么的少
但还是想拥有这样无瑕疵的爱情
就像别人所说的“要谈一场不分手的恋爱“

现在的我觉得爱情是一个很虚假的东西
热恋时，什么都不成问题。一切所谓的缺点在热恋时都不会看见的
冷淡期时，什么都是问题。小问题变大问题。那时候，缺点只会一个又一个的被挑出来。

分手时，就给一大堆屁理由。当中最不能接受的就是“性格不合”。竟然性格不合，那么为什么打从一开始就要在一起呢？很简单。因为热恋时，只看到优点。

虚假，真的很虚假。这就是爱情，
可以让你幸福到仿佛拥有全世界这样，同时也可以让你痛的仿佛失去全世界那样
可以把两个陌生人变成亲密爱人，也可以把一对亲密的恋人变回陌生人。

没有人喜欢被伤害
没有人喜欢被玩弄
其实有时候我们不是傻，只是愿意去当傻瓜
虽然知道会很痛，但我们还是愿意承受

如果你希望自己的爱情可以长跑的话，请，

-学会关心体谅

有时候，女人要的是你们的体谅。希望你们可以明白她们到底在想什么。她们或许会一直发脾气，但请你去体谅，了解她们为什么会发脾气。其中一定是因为太在乎你所以才发脾气。因为唯有发脾气才可以引来你们的关心。其实我们也很累。也很怕，发脾气久了你们会觉得烦。

-学会珍惜

这个道理应该知道吧。这世界上会在那么乎你的人其实很少。所以请珍惜。不要觉得我们对你好是理所当然。错过的，就什么的没啦。再多的想念也回不去当时应该被珍惜的时候。

-和前女友或男友划清界限

如果还跟前女友或男友联系的话，请你停止。你或许现在可以很潇洒的说这不是一个问题。但是当你亲自体验你另一半和前女友或男友出去时，你才会明白那种感觉其实很不好受。也可能照成你们分手的原因。就像我这样

-不要轻易的许下任何的承诺
热恋时，最容易的就是许下承诺。尤其是还未成熟的人都会说“宝贝啊，我会爱你一辈子”“宝贝，这一辈子，我只要你”或是 “宝贝，我一定会娶你当我的新娘子”。拜托你收下吧。做不到就不要轻易开口。因为如果不能走到最后，那所谓的承诺就会照成那个人一辈子的痛。

-不要给太多“习惯”

不要每天去找你另一半，每天一定要和她吃午餐，每天都都去这里那里，每天都说我爱你。一开始就不要给她太多的“习惯”。因为当你突然之间停止做你平时会做的东西时，女人就会想很多，让后闹脾气。如果你觉得这样很累的话，那么就请你停止！！

你知道疗伤是多么的累，多么的痛吗？要逼自己不爱那个人，不去想那个人，你知道那种滋味吗？有时候明明知道一切回不去了，但是还是会一直想起一直怀念。一切的习惯都要一个又一个的把它戒掉。看悲剧，哭。听悲歌，也哭。其实不是因为剧情或歌词感动，只是那时候在想你。
像我这样多没用，半年过去了，伤都还没复原。想她已经变成是一种习惯。不管是起身的时候，吃的时候，睡前的时候，一个人的时候，无时无刻都在想。除了做功课的时候。我不会逼自己忘了她，因为要忘记一个人是不需要努力的。所以我要顺其自然的忘记。想起她，偶尔还是会痛，会酸，但是久了发觉自己不再那么痛了。

老娘我对爱情已经是看的很开了。也尽量不碰这恐怖的玩意。

=)

Hectic Weeks

2011-06-30T08:51:00.000-07:00

Hectic weeks. Non stop. Argh. So many assignments!! This semester will be the busiest semester I ever had since the starting of college life. WTF. And they are all tough assignment frankly speaking. I'm not tired but just demotivated sometimes. I rather do other stupid stuffs than sitting in front of my lappie and focusing on my assignments. I need a break.Seriously. Moreover I was sick! For two days already.My body is weak. I'm having breathing difficulty recently too. What the hell my body is doing? lol.

I need to release stress.No.I MUST release all. Haha. Listening to songs while blogging are just so awesome=)

Tee Hee. I was listening to this song since morning. I love A Mei!

我要~相信你是爱我

我要~相信你是一个的

Yeah I was so lucky to get two concerts job this month! Beast and David Archuleta! Supposingly three but FIR concert was delayed so I'll look for it!So many leng cai to peep! LoL

Anyway, is a lousy post from me. Ignore me if you want.Haha

Have a nice day everyone.

Another nice song to recommend!

他们-张惠妹

♥♥

多余的在乎

2011-06-26T10:05:00.000-07:00

一个字来形容此刻的心情：失望。

这就是人生，

人啊，来来去去。

留下来的那几个才是最珍贵的

我，珍惜

我讲你，是因为我还珍惜你

我骂你，是因为我还在乎你

我生气，是因为想让你知道我们对你的期望，想法

但是，当我一句话都不说的时候

那就代表一切都结束了

够了。累了。

我不理了。去你的。去过你那完美的生活。

我们没有权利干涉，也不必要去在乎。
因为都是多余的。

反正我都习惯了人生里总是会有人上车下车

没关系

最后我想说，

如果你是那种只需要爱情不要友情的话，

那么，我可以很坦白的跟你说

我瞧不起你。

谢谢

还有，劝你一句老套话

“不要因为太在乎一个人，而迷失了你自己。避免自己痛一辈子”

~~其实有时候你真的在敷衍我们。有时觉得那么久没见，一见，就看你那死死的脸让后有发脾气。其实我们不开心。~~

As busy as a Bee♥

2011-06-18T12:24:00.000-07:00

Busy week yet satisfied week. A lot of first time this week. Oops misunderstand<3

First thing first, went for a hair color AGAIN. I'm getting over RED although I love it a lot. But the color fades easily and then it will look LaLa. So I'll have to keep recolour it.Wasting my money and my hair will get worst. I know is hard to wash away the red color on my hair but I have to try. I want my blonde hair back. Of cos, I was back to office,A Cut Above Academy! Thank GOD, they save my hair. Special thanks to ALVIS, my dearest for the hair color mixing.I really love the color and so to my friends! It wasn't blonde but green. Hard to explain but I really love it. It makes me look fairer and pale actually.Tee Hee

The first picture was the actual color. Tee hee

Second,my sister was back from America! Damn miss her! Was excited to see her back to Malaysia. And our prank for her was a success! This stupid fella really thought we are fighting with each other. Hurray! and I have to compliment my own acting.LOL! She bought pressie for us from US! I was excited to get her souvenir=) and I really love it! Victoria Secret make up set! Love it so much and I know it wasn't cheap! Thankies sista! Tee hee.

I tot thats all for my 21st bday present but the shocking part comes after! There was a surprise card in the box and written there"THIS A REDEEMABLE TICKET TO TAIWAN,RM 1000"!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! She sponsors me RM1000 to Taiwan! Godddddddddd! I'm super happy! I get to go Taiwan finally! Air ticket all has been reserved! I got to flyyyyyy ...soon. Love yea ! Muacks=)

Third, went to see a stage play in Jaya One with dearest Casey Chu. She took my first time.LOL. Thanks for the treat! This was my first time watching stage play. It was a great show. I swear I would go for second time if there are more stage play. Thumbs up and up!

There are three parts of stories in whole. Specially love the first part. Makes me cry during the show. Sakai. I was touched by the song. Reminds me about someone and a lot scenes crawling up and down in my mind suddenly. Not to destroy my nice make up so have to force myself not to cry. =)and no doubt,there were handsome actors.

Fourth, Went to see my Gary today! It was a sudden decision actually. I was so lazy at home and I almost fall sick so decided to stay at home the whole day. But thanks a lot to Casey Chu for being so PERSUASIVE! She said I will have the chance to go up stage and take photo with my Gary! Ah! How amazing! and it is trueeeeeeeeeee! I got a picture with my Gary finally! I was so happy and I even get to shake his hand. OMG. *drools*. I got his signature poster too.

I'm so nervous when going up the stage. he is so handsome!

Bad Quality Picture.Ish

The sticker that allows you to snap pictures=)

Thats all! Next week will also be a busy week.Lots of assignments deadline. Everyone will have a black face in lecture. I will go thru it! Damn headache with Thor assignment. Intern report also. Sigh. Hehe

No worries, still SMILE everyday=)

Jiayou.

醉后决定爱上你

2011-06-15T09:27:00.000-07:00

爱上了，真的爱上了这一部“醉后决定爱上你”偶像剧。

一，是因为很爱看杨丞琳演的戏

二，很喜欢戏里所提的一些台词让我感触好深

例如 “不属于自己的东西，留在身边，只会弄痛自己”

“如果人的记忆可以像电脑一样把不要的答案一次format掉拿开有多好”

“真正可以把记忆format掉的是时间”

“如果两个人不能坚持走到最后，再美好的过程，你会巴不得它是一片空白”

“明明知道应该要放弃，却还要像这样一刀又一刀的往身上割。一个活在过去的人，是没有办法到未来”

“如果人可以活在过去，那我宁可不要未来”

“你就好好的把这些照片留下来。让这些慢慢折磨你到死。因为你根本没有想要重新活过来。你要自虐随便你。但我要说，他没有权利拿你的未来当爱情陪葬品”

“不能实现的承诺，当初为什么要开口。竟然我都相信了，为什么不要骗我到底吗”

“把我的心还给我。我心都碎了你不知道”

“我觉得自己好没用。常常守不住握在手里的东西。一旦失去就只能认输，只能后悔。一点办法都没有”

再问我自己，我努力了吗？我真的又努力忘记吗？其实没有。我只是再自欺欺人。关于她的一切，我都留着。有时拿来看，看了心里又痛。是时候把全部给丢了。出现在过去的东西，未来的我不应该需要。留下来只会折磨我到死。我都快要喘不过气来了

有时候我真的不明白为什么曾经那么亲密的人，如今可以连陌生人都不如。

谢谢你让我长大了。也对爱情这虚假的玩意恐惧了。

该停止了，所有的事情该画下句号了。

碎了，就用时间粘回去

说得对，时间。。时间可以冲淡一切。

加油吧=)

It isn't my bad day today, I supposed!

2011-06-08T21:55:00.000-07:00

No special reason to blog but just to say "I am so HAPPY♥"

First thing first, our idea for Thor finally approved! Tee hee. I don't have to get banned by Mr.C anymore.

And I love Psychology class today,a lot! We're doing coloring in the class. It has been a long time ago since the last time I hold color pencils. It reminds me a lot about my childhood and reminds me the excitement when I first time got a 24sticks color pencils from my parents during my 6th Bithday. =) Thanks Daddy Mummy for giving me a memorable childhood.

♥♥♥♥♥

Our group's production! Gues which one is mine? Hehe

Bored in lecture. So..yea..camwhore! Hehe

And I'm addicted to photo editing recently. And special thanks to Sebastian Ooi Tong for the blog' header design! I love my blog so much

When a great night falls...

2011-06-05T10:50:00.000-07:00

Awesome Awesome Awesome! Jynn's Birthday Party night was an amaze♥. I love when it gathers me and my coursemate together again and making jokes and all! Sadly,is just two hours. I should have gone there earlier. I tot the party starts at 8pm. I want more ♥♥ Tee Hee =)

APR2 AWESOMEEEEEE=)

Top 5 Beauties in our course. No doubt,I'm the first one=)

B3 Representative! LOL!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee

I like this!

I love my style. Looks Great right? *shy hehe

Is weird to say, but Happy Birthday Jynn aka my chen~! LOL the name that I called since last year! Is weird calling you Jynn already! Thanks for the great party and wish you all the best and always maintain the Setapak Hensem-est TB! LOL

Love ya♥

Dreamz Bakery

2011-06-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

Sweet thing comes into my mind after lecture. Dreamz Bakery! I wanted to go the place quite long time ago but have no idea how to go even after googled it.

Eventough I have to drive long distance to reach and not to mention is 6pm! Prime jam time at PJ arae! Comfirm! But is a place that I wanted to go and I have the wave mood suddenly to have sweet things in my mouth especially cakes!

Okay the place isn't that hard to find after all.If you know Giant or Giza,you will know how to reach!
I got to know this place through blogs and facebook. A place to recommend to you! A place with delicious cakes and relaxing environment.

DREAMZ BAKERY

Simply love the environment.So comfortable

The entrance!

Kacau la ini budak!

The plushie that I adore alot!=)

Roommmieeeee=)

The tour guide,my chen=)

Layer cakesss Yummmmyyyy

Mine! Vanilla Layer Cake! It tasted like an ice cream.Yummyyyy

I seriously hate this pic.My roomate looks like Porn Actress!!

I have to first complement the shop owners of Dreamz Bakery. From what I read through the girl's blog call Hwi Yee,I can feel the passion in her as well as her bf who was the talented baker! She was the one decorating the shops that makes the shops look awesome. You guys are great! The sweat blood tears of yours will get a return one day=)

and I love the cakes,environment and everything! See you soon during my second visit!

Recommended by me,Dreamz Bakery

Go and have a visit!

Dreamz Bakery Facebook
Dreamz Bakery Official Website
Hwi Yee's blog

Address: Adrress :
My Kidz Pit Stop Center (3rd floor)
No 58 The Strand Jalan PJU5/20D
Pusat Perdagangan Kota Damansara
47810 Petaling Jaya.

Mon:10.30am-7pm
Tues:close
Wed to Sun:10.30am-9pm

They are special as in you can make your own cakes! Visit their site then you will know what am I writing.LOL

xxxxxxx

Okay everyone is getting demotivated in studies. and yea,this is normal for final year students like us. Plus, tons of assignments which deadline every week,stress by the lecturers, fully pack timetable and etc. Anyway complaint at the same time,please DO! LOL.Still have to complete all assignments anyway. Guys! EYES ON UK! We're flying soon! Don't give up!

Jiayou together la. Esp all my classmate who seem so stress. Haha

Lai come my roomate give you guys a kiss okay?

Jynn says she looks like Angelabecky,but I say is AngelaBabi

Chao

思念是一种病

2011-06-02T23:14:00.000-07:00

找一天，想要很醉。喝到烂醉的那一种。

因为酒精

可以麻醉自己
可以停止想你
可以停止心里的痛
停止心里的伤
停止不停在流的眼泪

可惜，是暂时而已
有谁愿意陪我喝？但你一定要有心理准备，因为我可能随时会大笑，大哭，发泄心理一只忍着的痛。

几个月不见，亲爱的，你过得怎么样？

好吗？

都只是能听朋友说关于你的一切。

你买的sticky糖果，都快完了。你不是说过，等我吃完了，要告诉你。因为你要拿去Refill。现在要完了，你可以回来refill吗？

可以吗？求求你。

我只想见你一面

一面就好

因为我的力气只用来想你，

用完了，就没力气去做别的。

2011-06-02T07:40:00.000-07:00

我没要你回来

我没要打扰你

但......

一声招呼..........

真的.......

有那么难吗?

你真的那么讨厌我吗?

我的伤，你看见吗...?

I don't care,I want!

2011-05-28T11:02:00.000-07:00

I wanna blog,but have no idea what to blog. So is just a random post about me. I get tired easily these few days. I have no idea why. Maybe is because the strong feeling of "I NEED A BREAK" ! We started our new semester right after our interns. I need a vacation! I need a break! =) I don't care!

Is just the 3rd week and I have loads of assignment on hand. Due date every week. Sigh. A busy semester. Anyway is my 4th year,so already get used to it .

"I SERIOUSLY NEED A GOOD PLANNING ON MY

TIME AND FINANCIAL"

Grow up la Ooi Lik Wen. Sigh. Hate the feeling.Ish.

I'm tired! Off to bed.=)

I shall get over Starbucks Green Tea Frapp but I just can't! LOL

It only happens once in a life time,the 21st.

2011-05-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

I never thought it could be so happy and happening on the day! My 21st Boohday=)

Yea,as my roomate says,21st Birthday will only happens once in a lifetime.

So,I really appreciate it. Everyone,Everything that happened on my birthday Eve as well as the actual day.
Okay if only you wanna continue reading,then you just carry one la cos I might be very naggy on this particular post! I'll be telling you everything♥ LOL

Okay lets just start with the Birthday Eve in POCO Homemade. Thanks to the world Hensem-est Wangsa Maju TB Prince,Jynn Lim my chennnn for making my dream come true. Finally I left a footstep there after like few months blogging and saying that I wanna go. Accompanied by the awesome gang, Roomate,TongKong,KeXi Zhu and Yeunis♥ The food is just so damn awesomeeee.I love the rice especially cos is sticky rice! Imma suka♥

The Nice Menu at the main entrance

The entrance!

The birthday girl.Meeee=)

The Driver Jynn my Chenn~~~

My meal,Curry KatSu Don

And Thanks to Casey Chu for sponsoring the polaroid film for me! I really love all the pictures Thanks a lot Muacksssss.

I love theseee so muchhhh=)

Thats all for the Eve Part! Btw, I have a surprise at 12am actually! and yes, I didnt know that actually. I din actually expect them to buy a cake for me.LOL. Anyway expect less,surprise more! Hahaha!

Muacksssss.

Green Tea Cakeeeeeeee !!!!!

Niceeeeeeee=)

Can someone just kill Ooi Tong. His expression really arghhh!

Ooi Tong's NEVER SAY NEVER pose.I actually posing nicely beside him but once his pose like that,I burst into laughter.Beh tahan oh...hahahahha

Three Beauties

HAHAHAHAHA OOI TONG TOOK MY ROOMATE's Rabbit and Blow Job! Hahahaha he kena pukul teruk teruk after that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahha

My Prince=)

I have another surpises on the next day which are the actual day. My classmates actually buy me a cake! Awwww...I never know they will do it! They bring me cake while Mr.Chuan was conducting the class! Thanks yea Weiwen,Hanyew,Yim the Mei Nv,and Mainson the Fat Wolf. Million thanks yea darlings.Muacks

The cake! and please see properly what is written on the cake.LOL you know me,Yim! haha

The beautiesss

KLCC from B3

B3!! Thanks Mr.Chuan for taking blur picture.LOL!

On the same day, I had my birthday gathering in Chilis,KLCC. It started with make over session in my room! Our theme for the day is red. But yeayea,i know I didnt wear red shirt cos I couldn't get one. BUT I do wear RED shoes and RED lipstick!
Guests Appearance at first: Mayfong,Chin Yean,Tong,Ky,Poy,William,Ginger,Kua, and Me

Secret Guests: Jun Xiang and Edward

It started with dressing myself with nice outfit that I just bought and have a nice make up on my face. Since we are from A Cut Above,Me and Tong have show our skills learnt! He helps Poy to set her hair while I will be incharge of make ups and eyebrow shaping=). A successful MakeOver! LOL
Drive all the way from Hostel,Raining heavily.LOL Usually,my mood will turn down once it rains. I just hate driving in the rain. BUT suprisingly the mood goes up actually! I can't wait for the gathering! LOL. Reached there after 30minutes of jams and everything. Meet up with Mayfong and Chinyean. Headcount,9 human! Okay lets go in.

No doubt,the camwhoring sessions will always ON in every gathering! And started to take orders. I love Chilis' Food. Big in size and really delicious! We chat and chat. Somehow,I really dissapointed because I want the Cb Quek Jun Xiang and Edward to come. I want the four uglies to gather again since they have not been seeing each others for so long. I know,once they are gathered,their jokes are the most awesome one. Each of them have differeng laughing point. LOL!

But But But....
While I'm having meal,someone cover my eyes really hard and I struggled for awhile and when the moment I opened my eyes,I saw both of them standing in front of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is that Cb Edward and Quek Jun Xiang!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Awwwwwwwww!! They lied to me!!!!!! They are coming actually but they lied to me!!!!!!! I love the surprise!!!!! I really really really happy and four of them sit together. Awwww.. I really happy and feel warm...I really love all of you. And they start to have stupid jokes and acts. Damn FUNNY and awesome. We can only hear our voices actually in Chilis. Everyone is looking at us. And somemore we are sitting in the middle=)

After Chilis, we are planning to have a beer sessions which is once in a time you will hear that I wanna go for beers. LOL. Okay but sadly,Edward and Junxiang told me that they will have to go KL Sentral for the last train as they need to work on the next day. Oh okayyyy..so I'll just send them la.Sigh. They will just stay for few hours. From Klcc,I drive and drive to Bulatan Pahang already and they told me they are just lying to me! Fuckkkkkkk!!!!!!!!! I really hate them!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep making me disappointed and give me surprises! Okay almost cry already la. Ish. Tahan,my make up will gone tau tak?! Haha.

Stopped by at Rain Forest Pavilion for the beer sessions. I want Hoeeegardennn=( But they ordered Carlsberg. Ish. But is okay la since I can't drink much. I need to drive. I'l have one glass then. They ordered two towers which is more than enough. End up with a drunker,Lim Chin Yean, who swallow instead of drinking, and she was drunk eventually! I already advice her not to drink fast. She says is too bitter that she will need to drink fast. Swt.Then don't drink la. LOL. Haha

I really hate the Junxiang when she makes fun of her when she was drunk. Me and Poy were like laughing continuously for hours.LOL

The gathering ended at around 3am. Skipped 8am lecture LOL!

Group Picture! Hehe

With The Ugly Four Wakakak

Ish.Destroy my pic,

I like this!

Look cool?

Ugly Four plus Lansi One.LOL

Drunker of the night,Lim Chin Yean.LOL

Group picture!

Thanks my dearest all.
Thanks:
Roomate: For the damn touching blog(You van view it here My Roomate's Blog). Seriously touching.Thanks for the Starbucks Tumbler. I really love it.Thanks ya muacks! Thanks for being my forever cutest and fattest roomate=)Love yea
Tong: Thanks cb for the jacket. Thanks for being my photographer. Thanks niko for the sponsored services. I really love the jacket! Thanks for being that fucker cheapo that you are. LOL Love yea

Ginger: Thanks feipo for the make up product. I really love it! Coincidently,my eye liner are finishing soon. Thanks yea and sorry that day when I shouted at you when you are whispering with Tong in my room. I didnt know that you are actually talking about the present you bought. I was guilty for days even till now. I'm sorry. Love you muakcss

William: Thanks my prince for being my driver that day. Thanks and sorry if I being strict to you. I just want you to understand and know the word responsibility. You owe me present k! LOL Love ya muackss

Pyo: Thanks poy poy for the shoes although I'm not the real cinderella. LOL Thanks for coming and thanks for being my great friend,classmates,assignment mates and all. Love yea

Mayfong: Thanks laofong for the perfume! I know it isn't cheap perfume. You know me dear! Thanks for being my best friend in my life. Thanks for coming far away from Malacca. Really touched. Sorry if I had a slight ignore during the gathering. If la. Love yea

Chin Yean: Thanks laoyean for the perfume! Thanks for coming to the gathering as you were having your holiday in Malacca. Thanks for being a drunker that day .Thank God you didnt vomit in my car. If you vomit,then my sis will thank you then.LOL Love yea

Kelvin: Who is Kelvin? Weird..Thanks Kua for the set of accessories that you guys bought. I really love it all.You guys know me well huh.Or just try luck?Ish. Thanks for being the awesome Kua that you were. Thanks for being a part of Ugly Four that I love always. Thanks for the hiao-ness of you. Thanks for being a great friend! Thank God we are still friend after all=) Love yea

Junxiang: Thanks for being a CB friend. As you said,you make me “又爱又恨”..Thanks for coming far away from Kluang.Thanks for the surprises.Thanks for the accessories. Thanks for the jokes and all which can burst me into laughters.Thanks for everything. And I really hate you fucker!Love yea.LOL

Edward: Thanks ward for being another cb friend. LOL Thanks for coming far away from Seremban. Thanks for willing to apply leave just for my birthday. Thank for the accessories that you gave! Thanks for everything. I really toucheddd! Love yea

Not forget, my beloved parents for making the gathering a success! Although during my birthday,you both were in oversea but I don't mind la actually. LOL Thanks for being my world greatest parents! I really love you both!! Thanks!

Special thanks to My beloved sister,calling far away from America to wish me! Yeah you are coming back! But I will miss baby.LOL. Thanks for being my world greatest sister yea! And I'm waiting for your present! Hahahaha!

And my Ani,Alaq calling from Australia! Thanks la ani! Sorry for not keeping in touch with you when you are in Aussie. My bad. Thanks for the warm wishing! You owe a present too! Wakakaka! And I owe you as well. LOL.Love yea. Muacks!

Lastly,those who wishes me no matter in facebook or sms, thanks you yea. I got your warm greeting! Thanks.

For those who dint or forgotten to wish me, who I have to mention, VIVIAN PANG KHANG PEI,my beloved supervisor! I'm waiting for your sms tau tak ish! Herng! Bluekkk *sad

and..someone,I didn't expect anything from you but a greeting form you.a sms. But somehow,you didn't. Yes I'm sad.Seriously. Okay whatever.

I'll stop here! Sorry for making your eyes tired!
Muacks.
Click LIKE if you LIKE!=)

I'm in love with

2011-05-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

LOMO

(LOL.Not anyone okay?!)

!!!!

I love the effect a lot! If I were to choose Lomo or Poladroid,I'll go for LOMO! I need to do more research on LOMO and is time for me to save money to buy! I'm kinda broke.Tee Heee.

Nice Shot in Bukit Bintanggggg=)

LOMO

Poladroid

Which one you prefer?

By the way,

I need a pair of high heels.Badly. It makes my legs look slimmer.Tee heeeXD

Forever 21,High heels-RM79.90(Have no money buying=.=)

FYI(if only you wanna know),today is my Birthday Eve. I can feel the the excitement already for tomorrow! Is 21st Birthday of mine! Okay I'm growing as in SIZE? Of cos not! I meannnnn the maturity! In terms of mind and everything. Dear God,I am a greedy girl. I have a lot wishes in my mind! Can I Can I??

I hope you hear me! and

PLEASE take away all the unhappy memories in my mind. That person is no longer here for me. She is just a pass-byer in my life.

One of my wishes,everybody around me have to stay happy and blessed every single day! My family,my friends,my colleague and etc!

Okay i'll stop here, more will on the next update! I GUESS,will be what happened on my boohday?Tee HeeXD.

=)

SMILEEEE!

爱。蓝天白云

2011-05-13T12:08:00.000-07:00

再多的钱，也买不了我最想要的21岁礼物。

因为我最想要的是~~你。。。~~

不管了

只要你开心就好。

我，怎样都无所谓

每当很想你的时候就只能望着你最爱的蓝天和白云。

能和你看着同一片蓝天，我够幸福了。。

谢谢你让我爱上了蓝天和白云

谢谢你让我爱上了绿茶

有了这些，至少能让我感觉到你还在

这世上没有傻瓜，只有愿意当傻瓜的人

就像我这样。

I'm here! Palate Palette!

2011-05-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

Teeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeee♥

Yesterday was another happy day for me. If you remember that I wrote a post before on this particular restaurant call Palate Palette( Click here for review) , it is a nice and relaxing restaurant at bukit bintang area. and yeah yesterday I brought myself there. FINALLY! Went there with becky the roomate and ooi tong the fucker!

Overall,the food are delicious but comes with Not So Affordable Price. You judge it yourself. I would say quite okay la the price. Not really expensive like Delicious. Anyhow,worth it! Really! Oops=)

Let you guys see how is the environment looks like

The main entrance=)

Supa Love the name of this retaurant

For me? LOL

Chef's Recommendation! - Spicy Thai Beef Sandwiches.Supa Nice!

Life the meat inside. Damn juicy

Chicken Lasagna! Ordered by Becky=)

Stupid Acts while in the car facing the jams =.=

Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

The Sexayyy driver of the day..ME !!

The next stop, Starbucks,Pavillion.Our second home.LOL. Green Tea Frap was still my ONLY choice.Thanks to someone!

YummmyyyyyyXD

Love thisss!

The FIVE SHOTS

Laughed non stop with Ooi Tong's stupid jokes.
Well. It isnt a problem with three friends outing,is just depends on how each and everyone of you thinks!
No one should be ignored!

The Family Potrait ♥

No Ginger and William aren't that perfect after all. Don't worry, we'll have more to come! ♥

I've been to Palate, next will be POCO!

Click LIKE button on the post below and I'll love you more!
(ps: Before you click the LIKE button, make sure you have already signed in into Facebook in another tab,so that i'll know who click the LIKE! Thankies)

~~I think I'm in love with someone.*shy~~

Those memorable days in A Cut Above Academy ♥

2011-05-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

Finally, finish my internship life in A Cut Above Academy.

Yesterday was my last day in the academy. I thought I wouldn't cry at first so I decided to put on make up. But..sigh...as the time goes nearer to 7pm, my mood starts to go down and moody.

Started to capture a lot of photos with my beloved students. They are GREAT and I love them so much. A must to mention, William,Yuffie,Min Min, Sam,Nicky,Juan,Johan are my favourites. Will gonna miss them a lot. Hugging them really makes me cry like hell wei.

The tears started to fall when I first hug with my beloved manager Kuan.

I will miss her a lot with her funny and strict act(konon). I love teasing her age ,size, marital status and all. But she just so enjoy the tease and laugh. Her laughter and her chinese slang will definitely be missed by me and Sebastian .LOL

“Wo seng Kuan,meng giu YinKuan..En....Vi~ Ni kan ni de liang ge intern”

Kuan- Manager of A Cut Above Academy(still single *cough)

These are her usual words la. Love to complain to my lovely Supervisor about both of us cos we keep imitating her. Haha

Take Care KUAN =)

Next is Linda,our beloved head of educator. The moment she hugs me, woah..the tears non stop wei... I got a super lovely tight hug and kisses from her. So motherly loved. Will miss the way you laugh and your jokes!

“You ingat you cantik ah ?! LOL”

Linda! Head of Educators!

Next, I'm gonna miss Mr.Anderson Gary a lot. Loves his stupid jokes,his hiao-ness, the way he danced and the way he teased me. He is the one who makes me laugh every single day and moment when talking to him. Miss You my dear=)

Anderson Gary- The hiao one. Educator

and another person to mention, Kitsch. My lovely Kitschy Kitschy! Who always so lovely. Who always accompany me for breakfast. I am a great listener of her *self admit*. And this is what she said la and I'm proud of you my Kitschyyyy=) Be tough my dear and gonna miss you.

My beloved Kitschhhhhh<3

Last one,who I refused to hug yesterday. Not refused la but I make her the last because I know I will really damn cry kao kao when I hug her. The person is of cos MY LOVELY-SHORTIE-OLD TB-SUPERVISOR, VIVIAN PANG KHANG PEI, aka Mama aka Vi~~~. I really love her a lot and she was a damn good supervisor. What we request from her also she will say “Oh Okok” or “Yes Yes”. She is a damn caring mama of us. And give us a lot of opportunity to attend events. I'm really gonna miss her very very very much-the MOST =( Take care Ma ma!

And I know you gonna miss teasing me dinasour,fei po etc and you gonna miss my jokes,hiao ness and my bad words. LOL

And...I HATE THE MESSAGE YOU SENT ME YESTERDAY. I CAN'T BE ABLE TO READ FINISH COS I WAS DRIVING THAT TIME. THE MOMENT I READ THE FIRST TWO SENTENCES,MY EYES CANNOT SEE THE ROAD CLEARLY ALREADY COS IS FLOODING WITH TEARS YOU FUCKER! WRITE SO TOUCHED KAM LAN AH!

(sorry for not replying you cos my hp was barred yesterdayXP)

Ni kan,ji Cute my supervisor=)

I love this =)

I love this picture so much

LOL look like a kid playing DOTA XD hahahha

3months times passed really fast. I've completed the internship part and now gonna move o with my studies!

The last words to SAY for the A CUT ABOVE ACADEMY TEAM

I'm proud to be a team of A Cut Above. Thanks for the presence of you guys in my life. Thanks for making my internship life filled with colors. Thanks for making me feels that I'm part of you guys. I love the team work and spirit of you guys and is my pleasure to be a team of yours. Thanks a lot. Thanks for being my great and awesome and helpful colleagues. I'm sorry if I've done anything wrong,said anything wrong. Take care and always be

“A CUT ABOVE THE REST”

I LOVE YOU AND GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU

Thanks

Peter,Vivian,Linda,Kuan,Mika,Terence,Skid,Anderson,Jolleen,Kitsch,Kelvin,Cassius,Patricia

Not forget,those students who I treasure a lot ,William,Min min,Yuffie, Sam,Nicky,Mark,Johan,Juan,Taufu,Clement, and others...you guys are great! Muacks! Good luck on your future undertakings!

The A Cut Above Academy Teammmmmm=) Misss you guyss badly

*bow

Here are some great moments to share during my internship.

Full House Gathering for Lunchhhh

Skid and Andersooonnn XD

We travelled to Egypt during thse three months! wakakka

Trimph 125 th Anniversary!

Cutathon 8!!!

Angel and Demon Burlesquueeeeeesss=)

Thats allllllll!

Bye guys muacks

不能。爱

2011-04-30T03:03:00.000-07:00

那天有个人问我，

“你还爱她吗？”

当时没有回答他，只是习惯性的避开这一类的问题。

再一次的问

“你还爱他吗”

此时此刻，在一个人的星巴克里，我问了自己，对这眼前曾经很收悉的绿茶糖冰发呆了一下。让后回答，是,我还爱她，可是我有资格说这样的话吗？没有。

因为说分手的人是我，但现在还爱着她又逃不了挂念的人又是我

我没有资格。

更何况她现在有了新的另一半，又这么的幸福，我不会去打扰她

不是不要，是不能。

在一个问题

“你。。还在等她吗？”

对，我还在等。虽然我知道这是一个极度愚蠢的行为，但我不能控制。

我等。。

哪一天她没人要了，

哪一天她需要我了，

哪一天她想我了，

我知道是不可能了

因为我了解她，所以我已经知道结局会是怎样

我知道到最后我一定会伤痕累累，哭到稀里哗啦，痛到一个不行，

但

我还是等。

现在的我，就像我们两的歌一样

(慢慢等)

一直等。。。你

~~刘妍利~~

爱着回忆里的情人。。太寂寞了

=)

FINGER CROSS

2011-04-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

I think I'm infected with the LovetoPhobia disease?

No idea what is that mean?

Answer: Phobias to love or to be loved!

Afraid to start any relationship. Rather to be single. Love is tiring. It needs time to manage,maintain. Once you start to ignore, it will crack and leave a scar.

SO I WANNA SAY NO TO LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!

I encountered many sad broking-up cases surrounding me recently. Colleagues, friends and more.

Feel sad for them. In fact, who would wants to break up? Who wouldn't want their relationship to be forever.Everyone wants it. Just depends whether you are the lucky ones!

I like to give advice to them. I'm not saying I am very experience or what but just sharing what I have experienced and ask them not to repeat the same mistake as what I have did.

and share with them how am I curing myself. Is damn suffering but I know IT TAKES TIME=)

Good luck to all you out there.

~~I'm going for a tattoo soon~~

Shhh

Trailer for next post=)

Angel and Demon Burlesque in Genting Highland with A Cut Above Academy Team!

with Amber Chia♥

See See See! This picture was taken by me! Can you imagine my Gary was so damn near me?!!

♥

Byeeee♥

any suggestion for my tattoo?what image should i put?

16.04.2011 Again

2011-04-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

又是一个月一次的十六号

很快的三个月就这样过去了

好想大声的呐喊“为什么我还没好啊”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

可以请呼我巴掌吗？

大大力的一个。。

让我醒一醒

我好累哦

每天早上和半夜都好难挨哦。。

只能说现在这一首歌太适合我了

“我像个残废，飞不出你的世界”。。。

真的很没有用=(

自己真的很不争气。

无论怎样不开心，还是希望自己能笑着过一整天=)

Starbucks green tea tomorrow♥

In genting♥

J.O

2011-04-09T03:50:00.000-07:00

It is so damn cuteeeee. Never know it can be so cute when combine it together. Have no idea why I will feel so happy when I see this picture. Mad soon?

I hope No.

Guess who are they! The gal there is me. And the person beside,made this picture that represent me(according to size and hobby)! Is funny and I'll keep it forever.

♥

Intern life going to end soon. Damn fucking hate the feeling. Cos I'm saying goodbye to everyone and everything there. Leaving my company soon. I guess I'll cry badly. =( I'll miss everyone there,Miss my beloved supervisor aka our mama,Miss my manager,my boss, my colleagues and all the students there

A smile makes a day♥

So,please smile! =)

不小心

2011-04-08T20:02:00.000-07:00

看到你的照片，很怕

看到你的讯息，很怕

看到你的名字在MSN，很怕

我不想听，看，问，想，关于你的任何事情。

因为我很怕

我

会

哭

If you wonder.

2011-03-28T03:57:00.000-07:00

If you know,

I changed my style!

Ta-daaaaaa!!!!!

No longer in elegant look(personal thoughts)* dun bash me*

I'm trying cool look! Well in another word,I look fierce la actually=)

So not approachable .Anyway I'm still the same! The very approachable Ooi Lik Wen

Reason of changing style: Don't wanna stay the same look when I was still with her.

Thanks a lot to Alvis,Sophia,Taufu,and Yuan Sheng! Although the first time was a failure but eventually it turns better and I really love it! Love you.Muacks!

(I predicted that my mom will gonna scold me when she sees me)

I'll love you if you click the LIKE button below! Thanks

你是否也有这样的时候?

2011-03-25T20:12:00.000-07:00

那天
一个人开车回家
从大老远的Sunway塞车回家
一边开着车，听着《动力火车的“爱到疯癫”》

终于，忍了好久的痛
能歇斯底里的发泄出来了
崩溃了
一直哭
眼泪一直流
一直呐喊着
你的名字

因为太想念你，但又不能见你
所以整个人就不行了

最恨这样不争气的自己
每次很忙的时候
只要你的影子突然在脑海里
我就得放下手上所有的事
让后让自己沉淀
去买个冰淇林
才会没事

每次心都会痛到不能呼吸
真的真的真很累
我好想快点好起来。。。。

不想要自己这样的狼狈=(

加油吧..

2011-03-08T00:38:00.000-08:00

我以为知道你幸福，我会很替你开心

但是为什么

心会那么的痛

泪一直的流呢

爱上一个人不难，要不爱一个人很难...

生病了

2011-03-04T17:42:00.000-08:00

本来已经放了
却

又抓回来，放不下

好辛苦.好累.

但.....谁知，谁管呢

好像停止这一切.

很需要一个温暖的拥抱

很需要你.

现在..........

生病了好几天
吃了好多药都还没好
好久没有这样严重的生病
身体好弱哦
快要不行了....

讨厌.承诺

2011-02-25T09:59:00.000-08:00

最近养成一种习惯
也不算是坏习惯
只是每次都会想做的一件事

就是当我不开心的时候
我就会跑去吃冰淇林
不用吃饭
就只吃冰淇林
吃很多很多
吃了就心情会好一些

这是一种压抑的方式吗？
还是，不想讲，只想一个人静静的处理掉这些不愉快
不想影响任何人

我把她删除了
很多人问
“为什么要这样??”

我不想说
原因留给自己知道就好
说出来只是多此一举
何必呢
学我说
“没有必要解释，懂的人就会懂”

写到这，
心里都酸了起来
听着这首“You wouldn't answer my call"
回忆全都来了
你真的....不要我这个朋友了吗?

曾经的承诺都只是花言巧语吗?
你知道我花了多大的心思来让自己痊愈吗？
我让自己在最短的时间痊愈
因为....我想与你做朋友...
学你说，一起演故事的番外篇
但
当我已经完完全全的痊愈之后，
换来的是什么
是那个冷冷的你
不信任我的你
你知道我有多痛吗？
我恨我自己
恨我自己为什么迟到
恨我自己为什么要用那么长的时间痊愈
我应该逼自己一两天痊愈
而不是一个月...

你说我没有试着了解你，但你有了解过我吗?

~~你不等我了.但我却在等你.~~

The Singles' Valentine♥

2011-02-19T08:53:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine Everyone! LOL I knew is like few days ago already but I wanna blog about my Valentine Day! Yes, I'm offcially back to single since like last month so yes,I went thru another single Valentine again after like 20 years. Haha.

"I wanna celebrate Valentine!"

This is what I said every year. Thought I could celebrate this year with my love one but sadly we broke up at the month before so kinda sad. Anyway I'm not looking heavily on this particular day,just that at least just let me try once.Maybe a candle light romantic dinner with roses and present or surprises.Hmm...Sound sooo good.Wonder when will the day come? *scratch head*

And and this year Valentine is prettyyy awesomeeee♥

The Valentine Day was also the day I started my internship. After work,got a call from my sister saying that we gonna go dinner and that fucker Guo Jun Xiang and my beloved Cai Cai Zi will gonna join us!

Damn happy as like I am not alone during the day. If not I will think a lot at home and turn emo=)

And what make me really really really happy like hell is when I received a rose from William my prince♥
OMG! Although is a friendship rose but I'm still happppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy♥ Thanks my prince.Muack♥
He knew that we these few single women need a rose badly cos no partner. Sweeet

So sweet of him♥

Yuck.He so ugly

After junxiang,this is another ugly one

haha Ginger so funny.I mean her face. Cos kena GEK my that fucker whom keep saying her size thingy. All her pics are her staring pics


Is end of the day so I'm tired. My faceee lookk horriblee=(


The extra one.So pretty♥

By the way, I'm having my great time in A Cut Above Academy! I have a great and humour boss, which his jokes are like damn super duper funny! Plus my handsome and great supervisor who guide me a lot! Plus great bunch of humor colleagues! My office is like "Happy Chinese New Year" environment everyday! Haha damn happening everyday. LOL Event is coming. The"Cutathon 8"! Mainly I'm incharge of media monitoring! Haha

I'm enjoying my weekend ♥

Chao!

Like my post yea! Muacks

2011-02-17T23:24:00.000-08:00

It is too much that I couldn't bear with it anymore.I'm enough of it. I'm not a friendship beggar.

~~FUCK~~

FANTABULOUS

2011-02-10T10:02:00.000-08:00

今天的我
过瘾极了

唱K,
声音状态不错
几个高音还算可以
总而言之就是过瘾过瘾和过瘾!

血拼，
是老娘我必做的
最近一直都在花钱买这个那个
只为了让自己升级一下下
变美一点咯

像个巴杀的三姑六婆将
去抢我要的东西哈哈
最后还是得到啦
开心开心

要买的也都买啦
所以我得停止花钱咯哈哈
免得月尾又没钱吃哈哈

My final productssss=)

Damn happpyyy to get this bag! hehe

From Forever21=)

感觉好像很久没有PO很多的自拍照

哎哟，好啦好啦

我知道我外面的粉丝等了我好久了

姐姐就给你来几张啦

*不要偷偷存下来哦哈哈

Saw someone poses this but forgotten who.

YES! I'M BLACK AGAIN! AND I'M PROUD OF IT！

过了这愉快的星期

下个星期确定上班咯!

就在A Cut Above=)

超开心又期待!

我不会放弃你，也不想放弃你

我珍惜你，朋友.

你..是否也一样?

~~好像找回以前的沟通方式~~

~~看来真的很难了~~.

Let me have the chance to love you! Click LIKE yea.Muacks

原点

2011-02-07T21:14:00.000-08:00

我不是在发hiao
我只是要让自己变得更美更有自信
这样一步一步的..
因为
我要为自己而活

过去的已经过去
现在的我
要全心出发
全心投入我一直以来的梦想
一个没有人知道的梦想
我一定要把它完成

爱情是什么
我...不知道
只能说"随缘吧"
不想碰了
碰了，只会让自己辛苦难过可悲
对的人终会出现
只是迟或早而已
我...就等吧

友情是什么
是那一班能让你嘻嘻哈哈的死党们
友情..我很珍惜
在我难过的这段日子，你们都不断的给我安慰(you know who you are)
让我觉得很感动也很珍惜
谢谢你们
爱你们哦

亲情是什么
最珍惜的一个
我拥有了全世界最棒的家人
最一流的爸爸妈妈和姐姐
每天喝醉的爸爸，也很疼我们姐妹两的爸爸，爱讲一大堆废话的爸爸..
每天都说要减肥的妈妈，却每天说要吃的妈妈，很给孩子自由的妈妈..
和
每天说冷笑话的姐姐,我美美的姐姐，也很疼我的姐姐=)

有了亲情和友情，就够了
爱情.....老娘我不屑!

原来的骄傲
我慢慢的找回了
一切回到原点
回到当初的我
那个只会笑不会哭的笨蛋
那个充满自信的胖妹
哈哈
屌吧?

三个月的实习在下个星期就开始了
希望可以学到很多东西认识很多人
最好就是避免和那个死八公吵架
免得伤友情哈哈

黄立雯，加油!

可爱到lan将♥♥

Bought a supa red shoes yesterday.So happyy=)

Listening to :一半，很爱过，冷血动物, 张惠妹-彩虹，相爱后动物感伤，开门见山.♥♥

Click LIKE if you love this post. I'll love you yea.Muacks

Poco & Palette

2011-02-06T02:12:00.000-08:00

Alone in hostel. Boring. Nothing to do. So go stalk some interesting blogs. and I spotted some interesting places in KL area! They are call Palate Palette and Poco Homemade. They are those nice indesign kind of restaurant. Some sorts like Full House kind of restaurant. Very comfortable environment and you can snap a lot of nice piccus there♥♥

Palate Palette

Night view♥♥

Day view♥♥

In design♥♥

I heard that this restaurant serves delicious and affordable food. I wanna go I wanna go.LOL

Located in :21 Jalan Mesui ,50200 Kuala Lumpur, Federal Territory of Kuala Lumpur

Poco Homemade

Located: 1, Lorong Kurau, Bangsar 59100 KL.

Hoping to go there as soon as possible.

By the way,I miss Levain=)

For you, the one who leaving today♥

2011-02-05T08:32:00.000-08:00

A few hours more, you will be flying
Fly to the place that you dream of
The place where you can pursue your dream

Never thought that this day will come so damn fast.
You are leaving me my dear.
I'm just so not wanted you to leave

I should be happy right?
Cos your dream come true.
Although not the Ireland you wanted but Aussiee is good too.

Anyway just wanna warn you to be very safe there okay? Don't make us worry and same goes to your family too. Just let us know when you reached. No matter thru skype,email or msn. Just wanna make sure you safe.

Take care my dearest,Alaq Ashiqin aka Ani aka Sailaq,

Surprise pressie from her<3

Taddaaaa!! Damn love this necklace!

Taken this machine kind of picture that day. Sigh really not suit we three punya style.Stuck inside the machine almost one hour thinking the poses and designing the piccus. Damn tired but is memorable hahaha

I miss you I love you Ani! Friendship forever and see you one year later=(

Okay la,I'll end here=)

Btw, I received my advanced birthday pressie today. Is camera! Canon Ixus 130!Thanks a lot Mummy! Thanks for letting me to do the things I want and get the things I want. Thanks daddy for working so hard to earn money LOL

Don't worry. You two daughter will always obey and loyal to both of you.

♥

给你.我未来的情人♥

2011-02-05T07:45:00.000-08:00

看了N次 <一半>MV，还是会哭
听了N次 <一半> 的歌，还是觉得很感动

我深深的爱上了这首歌,应该是因为很贴切我现在的感受吧

而值得骄傲的是这一首歌是马来西亚的作品，由宇恒的曲，管启源的次打造的
虽然歌词是写说给未来情人的话，但我却觉得是写给过去的情人.

丁当 - 一半

喝酒的伴一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班
唱K的伴一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活只差那个人就美满
快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单
没有想法有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了心里的遗憾
没有负担原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子填满
别来提醒我多孤单
快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单

“当那一半不见的时候，不管做什么或是身边有多少人，心里还是寂寞的"

第一次看到丁当的专辑名称的时候，真的觉得好有意思

未来的情人....

那我未来的情人会是怎样的呢

想到这，就不想了

想爱但却不敢爱

很害怕再一次受到伤害

很害怕再一次感到绝望

我不想再灌上心碎重播

如果可以写一封信给我未来的情人

我会写

亲爱的，

你在哪里？

你知道我等你很久了吗？

你什么时候才会出现？

可以让我快点遇到你吗？

我再也不想经过了很多段才遇到你

我累了

只想快点在你肩膀上休息

我希望你会是我对的人

我希望你不会是伤害我的人

我希望你是珍惜我的人

我希望你是爱我的人

我要和你一起做我们喜欢做的事

我要和你吃很多很多的美食

我要和你喝很多很多的绿茶星巴克

我要和你唱很多很多次的K

我要和你去很多很多的地方

拍很多很多的照片

我要和你一起看很多很多的电影

听很多很多的歌

我要和你一起手牵着手走很久很久的公园

一起笑，一起哭

在我最需要你的时候，可以在我身边

在我做噩梦的时候，可以抱着说没事的笨蛋

你最好是快点跟我出现啦！=)

~~I aint emo.Just a sudden thought~~

Listening to：一半，很爱过，冷血动物，情人结，鱼.

2011-01-30T23:50:00.001-08:00

随便啦
习惯就好
没事的
哭过就好了
累了就睡...
或是写日记，把所有的不开心写出来
比较快好
没事没事...

你会挨过去的....加油

你不知道的事

2011-01-30T05:41:00.000-08:00

如今的心情就像歌词写的一样

你不知道的事

很多

努力着
却被人说成这样

自己懂就好
自己懂自己痊愈了多少就好

你有你的做法
那是你

我不是你，
这样是我的做法
也是唯一的做法
不要拿自己的想法用在别人身上
懂我的人就会明白
可惜
你不是

我和你解释过但你好像忘了

算了

你要恨我，

也是因该的.

因为这些都是我自己拿来的

~~请不要在我伤口上撒盐了.~~

如果能...重来

2011-01-29T20:39:00.000-08:00

一大早，听着黄小琥的重来

很好听又感动的一首歌

回忆不断地挤上脑海里

想着“如果能重来” 这五个字

如果能重来....彼此会不会更理智

如果能重来...彼此会不会更体谅

如果能重来...我就会选择不说谎

如果能重来...结局会不会不一样

如果能重来....心会不会没有那么痛

恐怕这是不可能了

我需要的..只是那么一点点的尊重

好让我找回那属于我的骄傲.

~~想你想搞疯了~~

真傻

__________A Story of Her

給.最亲爱的

还是不明白

无奈

田馥甄

田馥甄

Superb Vacations!

那些事,不理

Cheapo's Big Day, His 21st.

Not much,just SE7EN.

有感而发

The B day,Plan B and Brussel ♥

深呼吸

Falling in you♥

♥

♥

This time,is on my chest =)

Shhhhh..

Hottest Curry

♥ ♥Next week, David Archuleta concert♥ ♥

(Nak dengar sangat "LIVE" version of Elevator)

In need of part time jobs to earn money for my Langkawi Trip=) Weeeeeeee=) =)

PS: Chill Ooi Lik Wen,Chill. Everything will be fine k. Be tough for assignments.

Inspiring Piccus

♥♥16.07.2011♥♥

Starbucks Green Tea Frappe, nak minum. =)

Double Cheezeeeee=)

♥♥

♥Thank You Ms.Chu for the Job♥

Good Luck APR2. We are the best. Assignments, takda masalah lah since is our last year already. This week and next week,will be a GOD damn hectic week. Please la,please don't do things that make me sakit hati la adui. Haha

Something new

专属于我

突然想说

Hectic Weeks

♥♥

多余的在乎

As busy as a Bee♥

醉后决定爱上你

It isn't my bad day today, I supposed!

♥♥♥♥♥

And I'm addicted to photo editing recently. And special thanks to Sebastian Ooi Tong for the blog' header design! I love my blog so much

When a great night falls...

Dreamz Bakery

思念是一种病

I don't care,I want!

It only happens once in a life time,the 21st.

I'm in love with

爱。蓝天白云

I'm here! Palate Palette!

Those memorable days in A Cut Above Academy ♥

不能。爱

*FINGER CROSS*

16.04.2011 Again

J.O

♥

A smile makes a day♥

So,please smile! =)

不小心

If you wonder.

你是否也有这样的时候?

生病了

讨厌.承诺

The Singles' Valentine♥

FANTABULOUS

原点

Poco & Palette

For you, the one who leaving today♥

♥

给你.我未来的情人♥

你不知道的事

如果能...重来

FINGER CROSS